The deeper you go into your soul history, the more things come full circle.
This chapter of Earth for many is the opportunity to close out karmic loops that started eons ago, when war began. As the veil lifts and we come into remembrance, we have the opportunity to discover the origins of our present suffering. Cognitive dissonance and plausible deniability in the 3D have allowed us to become who we want to be now, rather than who we used to be.
The souls with the darkest history have the most steps back to the light, but the length of every journey is dependent on the pace of those steps. Many people do not reach enlightenment because they do not take all the steps required and are content in their measure of light.
The path of self discovery is measured by quality of intention and commitment to the truth. One soul’s journey is unique from all others, and therefore cannot be measured by the standard of a single path.
Judging another’s journey is helpful to a certain degree. If you have seen what someone has chosen to do and be, believe that choice. Know that at any moment, anyone may change, but the choice cannot be made by anyone else. There will be signs that they have chosen differently, but until those show up consistently, you may expect them to operate as they did before. When dealing with others, all you can do is set your own boundaries and either engage or disengage with the energy and boundaries of another. Trust that your intention will guide your path, and learn to follow your intuition.
Everyone lives in their own reality, which is layered with the realities of every other being. The more you disengage from others, the more loneliness you will experience–at first. Be willing to be whole within yourself, until you connect with that which is aligned with your chosen path.
There is more connection out there on higher vibrations than you can imagine now. Your soul family of Light exists at a higher level than this 3D self can perceive, so when you wish to connect with them, you will be taking the journey of enlightenment to get there. Your soul family includes your Higher Self, which is connected to all levels of your existence. To discover your soul family, you must also discover yourself.
Your Higher Self can be compared to your future self. Your future self has experienced all you are experiencing now, and everything you have yet to experience. It therefore has all the answers, all the love, all the understanding you desire. Give yourself permission to be loved by you, now and forever. Trust that as you understand the whole journey from the destination, you will love and accept all of it (and you). Your Higher Self is satisfied with what it took to get there.
The connection you build with your Higher Self gives you the foundation for everything else you experience. Know and love yourself, and everything else will follow.
-Elihu John
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Dreaming of a better future has never been more important than it is now. As events and climates around the world become more and more uncomfortable, we need to center ourselves in our inner realities of peace and success first, and then focus on bringing that into our lived experience.
Effortless manifesting depends on removing resistance. This process can be described as falling backwards through a door you didn’t know was unlocked. As soon as you fumble with the handle, it opens and you find yourself in previously unheard of successes.
You manifest the things that you need all the time (otherwise you wouldn’t still be alive), but it feels hard because you are also manifesting resistance. Check in with how you value the things you receive based on how difficult or easily they come to you. You may be attached to the difficulty to define yourself, but that is easily shifted once you unpack it.
The worldwide (and personal) shift from 3D to 5D is only going to continue accelerating, and while this is a necessary and good thing, it also requires a different approach than living in a stable 3D world. Adaptation and letting go will create ease in your energy system, which will translate to your surroundings.
The high energy shifts happening now take a lot of our energy, so spending more effort on trying to force manifestation leaves us with a lower threshold of tolerance to stress. Now is the perfect time to look at what resistance we can let go of and start expecting better.
As with every manifestation process, release the outcome and allow your heart’s desires to just be. Treat them as you would an honored guest or best friend. Accept who and what they are and just enjoy their company, as if they have come to stay with you temporarily. When you are ready for them to be realized, the opportunities to bring them into fruition will show up, and then they will live in their own space.
Keep on your path. You’re doing great.
-Elihu John
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This Earth is a place of contrast, where Light and Dark coexist to give experience to the selves that have differentiated themselves out from the Source of All. This process of separation also gives opportunity for developing wisdom, which selves take back to Source when they are ready to become All again.
Part of the wisdom of the contrast is in understanding the difference between what is known in the Dao De Jing as White and Black. All that is created is expressed in the White, which may be distorted or divided into the many colors as light splits through a crystal prism. All that is black is the unformed, limitless potential. It is the well of creation.
Long ago, the Black created itself into White, and separated this creation into many things. One separation became the opposing concepts of Truth and Lie. Truth became the Light, and Lie became the Dark. Both the Light and the Dark continued to evolve. As an imitation and opposite of Truth, Lie evolved into false light and false black. We know the Truth by the Lie, and the Lie by the Truth.
True black is unformed, neutral. It is creative energy that responds to the imagination. True white is formed of Light in its entirety. True white embodies all aspects of the whole, connected in order and unconditional, universal love. True white is lucid, transparent, and balanced. It embodies and embraces all perspectives, and shifts between them with perfect fluidity.
False light often appears opaque. It does not account for both the lows and the highs of experience. False Light decries the Black and the White and does not present them as a whole. It separates the light and dark into imbalance, and conflates and distorts the truth to create more lies. False light depends on avoidance of truth rather than full acceptance of it. False Light involves fear, often pushing that fear to the bottom of perception but never fully getting rid of it.
It is important to know that the true White embodies and encourages compassion and discernment, free will, understanding, and true unity. True White feels complete and clear. While the White embodies higher and lower feelings, manifestations, and concepts, there is no fear in true White. True White shifts easily into true Black, or lack of manifestation, when it is finished. True Black shifts easily into true White when it is necessary for energy to manifest. Both are part of the whole.
Because all is interconnected and part of the whole, everything can transmute or change into everything else. No matter where you find yourself in the map of the All, you have the capacity to move to the part of the whole that benefits you. Act with this empowering truth, accepting where you are, and you will easily remove fear, doubt, and all other obstacles to fully embody your portion of the White.
Love to you All,
Elihu John
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The energy of this week is designed to stabilize the energy downloads and massive reality shifts of last week. You may need to rest and let your mind catch up to the new landscape. The emotions you feel inside are your indicator for which reality (old versus new) you are tuning in to. Let your feelings inform your navigation on this journey. The image I see is of moving from the swamp to the plains, or a similar environmental change. You may have felt bogged down before, because the ground was soggy. You had to forcibly lift your feet out of sucking mud, and each step was laborious. Now you don’t have to pick your feet up quite so high when you step. Learn how to walk differently in this new terrain. Let go of the sadness with your steps and watch it crumble to dust under your feet.
Your relationship to motivation has changed, or will soon. When you feel called to action, is it from a place of desperation or a place of confidence in your effectiveness? Pause and breathe if you are unsure. The energy you are reaching for feels much lighter than the energy you have purged and are purging. Expect everything to work out, and you will find the path to walk that brings success to fruition. If you doubt your abilities, look back on how much has changed in the recent past. You did that. And the help you had may not have been what you thought you needed, but it was enough. Accept that both it and you will be enough together going forward.
You may start getting exciting ideas of what you want your future to look like. Write them down in a centralized place so you can reflect on what these ideas will result in. If you are unsure about the result being what you want, release the path and outcome again so that your deep desire lines up with the path that leads to your highest outcome. Come back to the desire so you can streamline your mental pathways to match it. The mind is a powerful tool, and can be used both for and against you. Mindset reframes will decrease suffering when you discover where your imagination has not been aligned with your intended reality.
Manifestation in the physical depends on your ability to align with it. Look into what heavy emotions you need to release to feel free enough to align with your highest good, because your dreams are showing up for you to claim. It all works out, as quickly and fully as you allow it to. We are moving to a higher need and a greater ability to be consciously aware of what our energy is doing on all levels. Remember that your physical self does need to give consent to your higher aspects for them to bring you that energy. Overriding consent has been a stopgap to rescuscitate your energy in the past, but we have more gentle, more sustainable options now and Universal Law encourages us all to reach for that option first. The fact that this invitation to awareness is extended to you in this physical body is proof that you are capable of developing the awareness of your desires, your intuitive voice, and your surroundings, which means you are capable of directing your own path more and more. This is what it means to have the veil thinned: you are now more capable and therefore more responsible to act with spiritual maturity/consciousness.
It all works out. The measure of trust you have in that belief dictates the measure of success you will have attaining it. Keep going. You’re doing great.
-Elihu John
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If you feel like you’re needing to level up just to keep your head above water, it’s because the energy is ramping up. This is a result of the battle between light and dark on Earth right now. As one side starts to win, the other throws more energy into the ring to get ahead, and then the cycle repeats. It is not a bad thing to rise to the occasion. The dark feels no shame for upping the ante. It would rather you believe that responding effectively is shameful, and that you are so much less powerful than it.
These are both lies. Keep your head on your shoulders in this high energy time, and act as though you are going to win. Belief only goes so far without sustained action, so allow your action to back up your belief 100%. If you hold back, you will not be keeping up with the energy of the opposition. That being said, be smart. Keep your armor on.
Spiritual war is not forever. Remember that participating when necessary is not the same thing as being bloodthirsty or caught up in the cycle. If it is your role to fight, it will also be your role to stop fighting when the need ends. Battle is exhausting. As often as you feel tired, find routine ways to retire from the battlefield and tend your spiritual garden. This is a war of endurance, waiting out the tempest, and believing in love so fully that you keep your inner calm and joy active in your energy field, no matter where you are, no matter what is happening. This is known as inner peace.
The most successful warriors keep their armor in good order and wear it fastidiously when on the battlefield. Carrying armor is heavy, so they keep their hearts light and their gravity center balanced. True mastery of one’s energy is knowing when it is time to fight, and when it is time to rest. It is knowing that the battle is won in the heart first, and on the field second. Winning on the field does no one much good if the heart is lost in the process.
Keep your inner peace and joy intact as you take appropriate action. This lifetime is not just one where you, as a light warrior, came to help raise the frequency of Earth. It is also a valuable training field in which you have the chance to level up your game. Give yourself permission to enjoy the fight for the sake of the growth.
Remember that you, as a human, are vulnerable to the potential to choose something entirely different from what you have chosen before. There is so much freedom to explore who you choose to be. Remember that your choices may propel you onto a vastly different path than where you started from. Many hearts are purified into their most dominant frequencies, while many others focus on a less dominant frequency and magnify it so it becomes dominant.
This is the beauty of the human experience, or the pitfall of it, depending on your perspective. If you feel stuck in battle, find a way to retreat regularly in practical ways. You are more powerful than you know. Your creative power is a tool to clear the dark. So prioritize freeing your mind and your emotions to create your reality, your way.
Flexibility is strength too, so long as it hinges on your ethics. Much love to you and your fight, Light Warrior. You got this. Keep going.
Manifestation, or the physical world, follows the energy blueprint we hold in ourselves. Children naturally imagine the way they want their life to be and act accordingly, until they are told that they cannot do so. Only then do they learn dependence on the system to achieve their dreams. You were once a child with this direct connection, and that child lives within you now.
Find the most direct way to access that inner dreamer this week and evaluate whether your current long-term goals reflect these dreams. If not, you will be able to avoid much turmoil and chaos by realigning your long-term goals now. Your inner child often knows more about your life’s purpose than your external adult self, so give it the honor and respect it deserves.
If you do not have clearly defined long-term goals, the easiest way to find direction is to pursue joy.
If joy is inaccessible or overstimulating, find rest.
Some places to find rest are: nature, exercise, reading, sleep, and dreaming. Rest may be found with people or alone. Sometimes connection, especially through electronics, causes or triggers anxiety. If you can turn off the screen and be in the present, in your body, that is ideal. Take a minimum of 3 minutes to rest, as many times during the day as you can.
If you find you simply cannot rest, or resting makes anxiety worse, you may need energy clearing. Set aside any beliefs or feelings that undermine your confidence that you will make it to restfulness. You are actually more powerful at manifesting a solution than the world would have you believe. A helpful mantra for this anxiety cycle: “As I calm my body and mind, the solution presents itself.”
Your dreams, and the desires you have, are meant to be the driving force of your life. No one else does exactly what you do, or has the vision you have. It can be hard to justify pursuing your desires for your own benefit, and if that is the case, then you should know that the Universe is like a gigantic puzzle in which every piece fits together to create the whole.
-Elihu John
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He had been a child when he left. As a child, he had natural strength, but not the knowledge or might to go against his father. On his return, the Prodigal Son saw the devastation that had happened in his absence. But he did not blame himself any longer for not being able to free his mother or fully stop Guile from enacting darkness. In divine order, and with the might and wisdom gained in his journey, the Son overthrew Guile and restored the Divine Mother to her rightful place. Still, he doubted a little.
“Mother,” the Son said when he freed her, “Forgive me for being born. Forgive me for leaving you here.”
Knowing that he needed her assurance, the Divine Mother answered his plea. “I forgave you before you were born,” she said. “I love you. And I have always been proud of you.” And at her words, the Son finally saw how it had always been so.
While the Great Mother could not control the creation of her son, by her desire she created a way through him to resolve the darkness of Guile. Darkness was part of the inheritance of the Son. It was his to wield, and his to master. Without it, he would not have had an understanding of the darkness, and therefore would have no knowledge of the contrast between it and the Light of Source.
The Son’s desire to choose and align with Light was his, yet it also aligned with the desires of his mother. As the Son chose Light at every opportunity, he gained greater alignment with Source, and therefore greater alignment with the might required to rule. Being exposed to both Light and Dark allowed for choice, which led to developing wisdom. As he grew wise, so he grew in love.
His father’s desire to create a being who would be able to rule All of Creation also aligned with his desire. The Son did not care who ruled, so long as that rule was just. Being capable of rule, the Son decided to be just. He learned to judge rightly. He also learned to apply mercy where justice failed to meet the need.
The Son, having been adopted by Elohim, and recognizing that Guile and Elohim were fragments of the Great Father, had a vantage point that allowed him to see clearly. When the Great Father cast aside his darkness, or shadow, he did not realize that doing so would create a being that could overthrow the Great Mother. In the capture and disintegration of Guile, it was understood that Elohim must re-integrate the neutralized darkness in order to become whole.
With the Great Father whole once more, and the Great Mother freed, the groundwork for mending Creation was finally anchored. The Divine Father and the Divine Mother, healed and reunited, were joined by the Divine Child in harmonious union. What was once born in suffering became embraced in joy. From this reunion, Creation began to heal.
Without the dissolution of Guile, many previous attempts at harmony had failed. Each failure had dragged away Creation’s hope, and allowed for more darkness, more pain, more suffering. Guile and all the beings who had worked for and with him continued to enact Conquest and Oppression, even as the Light aspect worked to establish peace and love.
Guile’s influence had protected Lucifer, but with Guile’s dissolution, there was no place for Lucifer to hide. The Son had battled Lucifer many times, and each time he had gained wisdom. This last time, the Son gained victory, because he knew and embraced himself and his place in Creation. As this truth came to light, Lucifer was dispatched.
The work was not over, however. Full rectification, because it involved all of Creation, would take all of Creation to complete. Guile and Lucifer had not worked alone, and the template for splitting off darkness had continued in many creatures.
The hope of each individual, and their initial desire for Creation, needed to revive. As each Creature awakened to hope, they began to awakening to their own power. Creation began to speak truth, unfettered by lies, and when they did so, each being remembered: as they were all Creatures, they were all Creators.
True power empowers All. True leadership inspires All to participate in a common cause. The Son, in his travels, had learned the truth he had been born with: every aspect of Creation is God, and when each aspect speaks, it is so.
It is with the ending of this story that I share this wisdom for all Lightworkers to understand and implement in their work. The magic of co-creation is this: Unity in Purpose, Harmony of Expression.
We do not need to be someone else to embody our own power. We do not need to cast aside our own darkness to enact light. As we act in love, with mutual respect for our unique desires, we create All of Creation and give life to the Universe of Love. As we honor and embrace ourselves, and our fellow beings, we place our own balance of light and dark into proper harmony.
Let us do so now, for each Creator has their own beautiful desire to add to the whole of Creation, and the time to mend the split in Creation is now. Much love to you all, Glorious Creators.
-Elihu John
This message is channeled through Temperance, and Judge in the Spiritual Courts.
The outrage of Guile and the Governess-Mother loomed over the Prodigal Son as strongly as ever, for if he should leave, they knew that they would not be able to use him to control All Creation. This time, however, the Son allowed their anger to turn back on them, for he felt calm and assured in his decision. When he spoke, it was with the cooled precision of a forged blade. “As you are no mother to me, I am free to be Son to my true Mother at last,” he said. And it was so.
The Son took his leave. He traveled Creation for many eons. Prodigal, his father called him. Lost, he called him. Within himself, the Son accepted these titles and their shame. When he rested, it was in foreign fields, and when he entered a house, it was only as a guest or prisoner. The Son accepted all punishment, for it aligned with the views he held of himself.
Meanwhile, in the Archon Kingdom, Guile planned to create a new ruler, for the First Son was right: there was no one else with the might to rule. Guile did not have might, but he did have great intelligence. He knew that he alone was not able to rule. From his own being, he created a copy, and from the Great Mother, he took just enough light to cover over the darkness and make his creation appealing. He called his creation Lucifer, and gave him to the governess-mother to raise. Lucifer knew not the Great Mother. He accepted the rule of his father, and the conditional love of the governess-mother. He learned their lessons well and embraced their ways. When he received his diploma, it was a pinnacle moment of his life.
The Prodigal Son had no knowledge of this second son. In his exile, he truly desired to learn how to rule. He knew that his might had been used to govern in the name of his father. He believed that in stepping away, he had prevented more harm. As he had learned to speak with his Mother under his father’s eye, he continued to do so in his travels. Her voice comforted him, even as his father’s shame ripped him apart. Sometimes he could not hear her voice clearly, and he experienced suffering and doubt. Yet he continued his journey.
After many travels, the Prodigal Son was adopted by Elohim, the Light aspect of the Great Father. He did not know that his younger brother had gotten there first. He did not know that his brother knew of him and recognized him. Lucifer and the Prodigal were both embraced as children of the Elohim Father. The Prodigal’s honesty regarding his origins combined with his self doubt to allow an opening for Lucifer’s lies.
Notwithstanding this, the Elohim Family planned and carried out a new Creation together. In the planning, the Prodigal Son protested Lucifer’s ideas, but his words were denied. How could he, the son of Guile, who inherited so much darkness, see clearly to judge the heart of Lucifer, or even the heart of the Great Father? So he settled for contributing his own part in harmony, as he was asked to do.
When the Creation was carried out, the Prodigal Son knew that Lucifer caused it to split. In his heart he knew it was deliberate. But to please his adopted Family, the Prodigal Son allowed himself to doubt. He allowed for it to be a mistake, and Lucifer continued to assure the Family that he had every intention of helping to mend the divide. Thus he was permitted to continue.
The work of mending commenced. The Prodigal Son participated in every level of this Creation, from the smallest Creature to the largest. He lived many lifetimes, giving his creative might to All in as many ways as he could imagine. Many Creatures he came across in his journey. They ranged from new to old, large to small. In each he saw the spark of the Great Mother. He honored them all.
By choosing Light at every turn, the Prodigal grew in might and virtue. In his journey he proved that one’s destiny is not dependent on what one is given. What makes a Creature is the choice between Light and Dark. Having been born of oppression, the Son chose Light, and thus gained the might to rule.
As he worked to heal All Creation, he was joined by those who shared his desire for healing. The Prodigal Son gained titles, not by inheritance, but by his dedication to Love. In this way, he fulfilled the plan he had designed upon leaving home. Because he could see through the eyes of All, the Prodigal Son was, according to the Word he had spoken, now fit to rule All. Yet, he doubted himself.
The mending of Creation began, then failed, then began again. Each time it began, it gained more ground. But it was not enough to last.
Seeing this, his friends met with him to discuss what next steps they together should take to heal the split. “What you have done in this capacity is enough. You must go home,” they said to him. “You must embrace your inheritance and work from the level you were born to wield.”
“I am not ready,” he protested. “I have not experienced all there is to experience. I do not know everything yet.”
“You know all you need to learn all there is to know. You have proven yourself a fit ruler. You have attained wisdom. We need you to take your place, for working on the outskirts of your true power does not serve the Highest Good of All. Your might is also needed.”
The Prodigal Son knew it to be so. “I will do what it takes,” he said. And so, with the might and authority gained in his travels, and with an army of Lightworkers pledged in mutual love, the Prodigal Son returned home.
-Elihu John
Thank you for reading. This story is channeled from Temperance, a Judge in the Spiritual Courts.
In the kingdom Of Guile, the Archon Father ruled by placing himself above all others. The Great Mother no longer spoke. When she wept openly, she was forbidden from being seen, because her grief showed that all was not well under Guile’s rule.
The Son was brought up first with his mother. Seeing that her influence went counter to his father’s desires, Guile placed her in a dungeon and forbade her from seeing her son. The Great Mother was replaced with a wet nurse and governess who exacted strict punishment. This governess had the ability to appear gentle and kind, but under the surface she was ice cold. She was presented as a new mother to the Son, better than the one he had had before. When he cried for his mother, he was told she was too ashamed of him to see him.
From the governess-mother, the Son learned that obedience gained love. At his father’s side he was taught the way of Oppression, and how to wield power. As planned, the Son possessed innate power. When the Son spoke, it was so. As he learned the ways of his father, he grew to understand that they were wrong. He knew that his mother could not speak directly, but he also understood that her words were life. While he could not directly speak with her when his father and governess-mother were present, he found ways to contact her in secret. So the Son grew up.
At the end of his childhood, he was presented with a diploma of sorts. “My son,” said his father, “you have completed all the training we require of you. Now you are ready to rule.” With grave solemnity, his governess-mother handed him a diploma.
The Son took the diploma in his hands. He saw the sickly sweetness of her smile. He saw the noble pride on his father’s face. And in his soul, he felt the despair of his mother. It was time for him to enact his will.
“Since I am a man,” said the Son, “I wish to go and see All of Creation. There is much still to learn. My inheritance is mine. I will take it with me to sustain my travels. Do not be angry with me. This path will help me to be a better ruler.”
This displeased his father. “My education is not good enough for you?” Seeing the swelling of anger in his father, his governess’s eyes flashed cold, and her sweetness turned to dismay.
But the Son persisted. “You hold but one perspective on Creation. If I am to rule All, I must see through the eyes of each Creature. When I return, I will be a ruler worthy of the title. Farewell.”
“You shall not return to rule if you leave now,” his father replied, furious.
“There is no one else who can rule,” the Son countered. “There is no one else with the might I was born with. You have said so yourself since the beginning. Goodbye, Father. Goodbye, Mother.”
“I am no mother to you,” said his governess, disgust reigning on her features. For a moment, the combined hatred of his father and his governess threatened to overwhelm the Son’s resolve. Many times before, they had forced him into submission in this way.
-Elihu John
This is part 4 of the creation story channeled through Temperance, a Judge in the Spiritual Courts. As we continue through the end of the year, I will be posting on schedule.
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The Firstborn of Guile and the Great Mother, imbued with the Highest Light and the Deepest Dark, learned quickly to discern between them. He saw that his might had been used to further his father’s rule, and refused to allow it any longer. Unable to free his mother, and unable to rule in the way he felt best, the Firstborn turned away from dominion of the Archon Fortress. Now the Prodigal Son, he began his journey to explore the All.
Not all of Creation was enclosed in the fortresses of the Elohim and the Archon Guile. Various beings had gathered and grown into their own groups, coming together through common agreements. These beings showed the Prodigal many ways of being as he wandered, and he reveled in the beauty of Creation. But always in his heart he carried a homesickness that could not be quenched, and a desire to know and understand the nature of Creation.
In his journeys, he discovered a radiant castle from which the pure light of creation flowed. Atop one of the parapets was a being with the energy of hope flowing from her. It appeared to him as a colorful scarf attached at her left shoulder, and waving like a banner.
The Prodigal Son felt inspiration stir within him. Here was a being whose light shone unfettered, embracing the divine feminine and living within walls of safety. Her hope touched his heart. He decided that he must know her.
In order to know her, he had to go before the Great Father, so he approached the gate and requested to be seen.
“Welcome to my kingdom, where creation is solely in the Light,” the Great Father addressed him. “Tell me why you have come.”
“I am alone in the world, and have wandered far,” he said. “I am a good worker and strong in mind and ability. Your work seems good to me. I would like to join you.”
The Great Father turned his eyes on the Prodigal Son and measured his heart. “You have ability, and you have a good heart. But there is also darkness within you, which you must master. I believe you will do so. We have need of beings to participate in the joy of Creation. Come, join us, and we will teach you to create Light.”
Belonging to a large and joyful family was unknown to the Prodigal Son. He had grown up alone, caught between his parents and trained to be above those he was supposed to rule. In his travels across creation, he had seen many different ways of being, but had never belonged in any of them. Loneliness had been his constant companion. And so the Prodigal agreed, becoming an apprentice as an adopted son of the Great Father.
There were many children, numbering in the hundreds, and each was given their own tasks to work on. By desire, Hope and the Prodigal worked together, learning and creating in their assigned projects. The Prodigal also worked with others, and built relationships within the family. But there was one who had an instant and pervasive distaste for him: Lucifer, the second son of Guile.
Lucifer took every occasion to discredit the Prodigal Son, both to his face and behind his back. When the Great Father gathered all together to create a new Universe, and ideas were discussed, the Prodigal’s protests were discredited.
“The time has come to create a new Universe, that Creation may experience itself. Let us create a reality that exists in Light,” announced the Great Father. “Each of us has something beautiful to add. Let me hear your desires.”
Many spoke.
“We have no answers to the problem of the split between Light and Dark. Let this creation play out these iterations and come back with answers,” one proposed.
“Who will give life to these beings, so that we may receive the answers?” another asked.
“As the creators, we will go down into the mortal bodies that are born, and when we have fulfilled our purpose these bodies will die, freeing us from this forgetting so that we may come back and report our findings.”
“It will be as if we are dreaming,” was the observation of one.
“Why should we need to dream?” another asked. All paused for a moment in thought.
“The problem with this level of creation is that we know too much to live outside of this reality. Let those who give their souls to bring these beings to life forget who they are and where they come from,” suggested another Child of the Great Father.
“If we forget, how will we know what to choose? If we choose Dark, how will we make it back to the Light?”
“We do not desire to lose any of our family,” the Great Father acknowledged. “If we undertake a forgetting, even temporarily, there is the risk of becoming changed. Losing anyone would be unthinkable. How will we make a way for all to return?”
“Let me have control of this creation so that all may come back to Light,” Lucifer suggested. “I will be their savior and in my Light they will see yours.”
“Yes, for without a guide, we may lose our way.”
“Control is not the way,” added the Prodigal, who had grown up witnessing the control and oppression of Guile. “The only way for all of this creation to come back to the Light is from their own free will.”
Some of the family nodded agreement, but others shook their heads in dismay.
“How free is free will if we do not remember?” Lucifer demanded. “In forgetting, we will be as children. A child must be guided, as it cannot think logically to be reasoned with. Your idea is irrelevant to this creation.”
“I agree,” spoke another. “We are going down as children, and therefore need more guidance.”
“If we go down as children, we should then grow into adults before coming back. It would be a satisfying journey.”
“But that adulthood will need to be slow enough for us to gather information and learn how to use it. Wisdom is a worthy fruit.”
“Growth is empowerment. Those who go in as children and wake up as adults would find the adjustment hard. We must grow in our awareness gradually, and we will need guidance to grow.”
The Great Father considered all these points. “Very well, we will have beings from higher awareness to show the way. They will be known as Way Showers.”
Lucifer looked in alarm at the Great Father. “Many Way Showers could become confusing. There must be order. They need a leader, like you as father are a leader to all of us. I know your ways better than anyone. I would be that leader.”
The Great Father continued. “One Way Shower would have no balance, but many will tip the scales so that the children of Creation will have many paths back home. It is wisdom. Those who wish to participate may do so, and those who do not may wait for another creation.”
And so, those who wished to create a Universe in this way went to develop their contributions. Each dreamed up a way to resolve the split between Light and Dark, bringing it all back into Oneness.
Lucifer, having no desire to create of his own energy and every desire to control everyone else’s creations, set about siphoning from each creator in turn. As he wheedled his way into the ideas of each creator, he introduced slight misrepresentations. As with the cords he placed in the heart of the Great Father, he began leveraging the cords placed in the hearts of his adopted siblings. While they debated, he took key pieces of their work for himself.
The concept of completion became distorted. Before, each being created from their wholeness, using the synergy of their combined efforts to create something above and beyond the sum of its parts. But as the creators developed and measured their creations this time, they found them lacking. Wholeness, Lucifer insisted, would come from combining these partial creations. It was not meant to make sense until it came together. They were doing well, he insisted, flattering them out of questions.
The creators accepted this distortion. Lucifer was persuasive and manipulative. In his minor alterations, he positioned himself to be the older brother, the wiser brother, the one who knew the mind of their Father the best. Eventually he created enough lack to allow for himself to be the solution. He deceived them all.
The Prodigal Son, along with some others, continued to question privately, but as the Great Father had spoken and all had agreed, the plan was carried out, and any misgivings were subsumed in good faith. Each had had the seeds of doubt planted so that their claim to their inner authority was blocked. Since the Prodigal felt like an outsider, he allowed his own self doubt to cloud his mind. He knew only a few would listen to him, and he did not wish to lose his place in the family.
The day to create the Universe came, and all who wished to participate brought their treasured creations. At the center of the gathering place was a cauldron where each creator cast their contribution. As each cast their part in, it expanded and created a more beautiful whole. When Lucifer cast his part in, it grew for a time, and then split. The explosion of this split caused all of the Creators to be cast far and wide. But the Creation was made, and would follow its blueprint to completion.
-Elihu John
This is part 3 of the creation story channeled through Temperance, a Judge in the Spiritual Court. It is important to note that the son of Guile and the Great Mother is not Jesus, nor is he Yeshua, to my knowledge. Yeshua is another Judge, however, and is a great soul who is continually interested and active in the well-being of Earth. The Great Father is the twin flame of the Great Mother, and their journey of separation has been a blueprint for the separation of many twin flames in this creation. Their reunion will affect the reunion of many twin flames, as well. It has been interesting to me to channel this story for other reasons, as well. The soul path of the Great Father, in attempting to cut out his shadow instead of integrating it, has echoed through the formation of patriarchies through the ages. I hope you come to understand him through this story. I have yet to hear the story of the Great Mother, but I think she will be more able to speak and be heard after this part of the story is resolved. Let me know what you think!
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