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Collective Reading March 2-8: Reintegrating Sacred Rage

This week we as Light Warriors are holding love and rage together in our hearts. Ascension from 3D to 5D embodiment for Earth includes coming back to one’s authentic emotions and learning to express them appropriately. The manifestations of this healing process could be described as shadow work, as we confront the parts of ourselves that we previously cut off and silenced. Every aspect of the reality we are living in now creates the perfect environment for this work.

We have spent generations preparing for this fight. Evidence of our collective success is found throughout human history, alongside the horrors of oppression and destruction we usually highlight in recounting it.

Since the late 1960’s/early 1970’s we collectively have been actively working on the concept of love in the form of both community and environmental care. We collectively bought in the concept that caring for our Earth provides humanity with the resources to live. After having the knowledge expunged with the massacre of indigenous cultures, we again convinced those with eyes to see of their connection to the Earth. These Lightworkers taught their children to be environmentally conscious amid political and economic challenges that continue to damage our planet.

To combat the white supremacy and genocide that destroyed this ancient knowledge to begin with, we also instilled the concepts of racial, gender, and sexual diversity. We participated in the battle of loving both those who look like us and those who don’t. The concept of DEI (diversity, equity, inclusion) solidified in collective consciousness, despite political and economic resistance to expressing it. 

The encoding of love through embracing diversity on our planet grew alongside regressive resistance to love, which was coded into cultural traditions and solidified into every facet of community we have. To combat the prison of toxic family and cultural traditions, we learned the concept of walking away and cutting off those who actively harm our peace and self love. We went so far as to bring in the energy of full social canceling. 

Strong medicine for strong illness. 

We fully denied traditional filial piety and the social hierarchy that kept toxic patriarchy in power. We deconstructed oppressive family systems, and created therapies and healing modalities that could help us create better families, using the concepts of love we anchored into society with our souls’ imprinted Light codes.

These are but a few examples of our human progress amid steep opposition. There are many more concepts and vibrations of love that starseeds and Earth seeds throughout modern history have, through our experiences, words, and choices, made manifest in collective consciousness. These concepts, while expressed through contrast with their opposing manifestations, have prepared the Earth to ascend from 3D into 5D consciousness. 

The work we collectively have done up to this point has created the building blocks of understanding, otherwise known as the framework for choosing right from wrong. We have encoded all these frequencies in our human DNA, as well, which allows for now-incarnated souls to choose to express love (or hatred) and enact their will in community. 

The average of our individual experiences is what creates the frequency of our collective reality, and by all measures that frequency has been rising, slowly but surely. As we see extreme negative distortions into Darkness, we also have extreme positive distortions into Light, and between the two is space for moderate expressions on both sides of the spectrum. You as a human at this time are participating in active healing on both a community and individual level. You did this with every breath, every thought, every word, and every action. The average vibration of each of these small things is what creates and measures our progress on our soul goals, which then goes into the collective average. Your inner work on you is the most effective tool you have to combat the dark.

Choosing the Light, in this framework, means making the commitment to serve and be the Light, no matter what. You choose to either rise with or go down with the ship. Your intention is Light, and your soul reflects this regardless of what you come across in your journey. The commitment comes before the full revolution of energy, so it is natural to need to practice choosing things that will bring about Light from every circumstance. Each time you practice, you have the opportunity to affirm or recant your choice. Choosing Light removes the vibrations of resistance, which then shed into your manifested world so you may reaffirm your choice. 

Choosing Dark has an equal and opposite effect. From this perspective, you cannot argue, convince, or prove to anyone else why they should choose one or the other. They will also rise or go down with their ship. Choosing requires a commitment, and comes with trust that the choice will reward one’s loyalty to it with manifestations of that choice.

A critical mass of incarnated souls at this time has chosen Light. There is still a short amount of time for anyone who has not chosen to do so yet to choose Light, but the momentum of this long-planned shift will not and should not allow the collective to wait. Critical mass, or a majority of souls tipping the average in the positive direction, only needs to be a simple majority (over 50%) but will be more smooth with more majority, so any souls that choose Light in this 11th hour will not only make a positive difference for their own soul journey but also help the collective. Those who do not choose Light will not be allowed to interfere or slow it down, and will not be able to come with to the more peaceful and prosperous reality of 5D, simply because they will not be able to hold it in their being. Allow everyone to choose their own alignment and embodiment of energy, knowing that ascension of the collective is assured.

Our work is not over with the attainment of critical mass. The next step of ascension will require taking the understanding we have of love and integrating sacred rage back into it.

A revolution relies on sustained and balanced anger to overcome oppression. Those who are oppressed were pushed to give away their rage in order to become docile slaves. We as humanity gave away our power in order to continue the fight, until such a time that we could rise up again and reclaim our rage.

Giving away the power of rage was not a simple black and white choice. Not only were there issues with whether a soul could sustain their rage and continue in Light, but the information each individual had at the time to choose whether or not to give away their rage may have been incomplete. In many cases, the alternatives to giving their rage away were worse. 

This choice toward disempowerment by divesting of rage was a means of long-term self-preservation, and preservation of the mission of ascension at large. These souls had to maintain their skin in the game. Many of them have come back into bodies at this time to undo that action, balance the karma of it, and make the choice they had wanted to make the first time. There are those who will choose Dark instead of Light with this opportunity, even if they were closer to choosing Light before.

I speak of the journey in terms of “others” to allow for a mirror to your own soul. Do not worry about the choices of others at this time. Witness their path, take the contrast as information, and choose your own next right step into love.

Sacred rage has been distorted into pettiness and unchecked anger in both the masculine and the feminine. Rage has been correlated with increased suffering of slaves by their oppressors, and oppressors have been predominantly organized into patriarchal systems where the masculine is at the top, which translates into fear of the masculine. 

Both feminine and masculine rage have been distorted into needless destruction, which has caused fear of destruction, despite its necessity in the cycle of manifestation. 

As we heal from these fears of rage, masculinity, and destruction, we will have to create ways to honor our rage and find a path forward that benefits all involved. Choosing Light while expressing rage will force us to love the parts of ourselves that participated in the cycle of oppression. We must forgive all, especially ourselves, for our self-denial and denial of others.

Part of unpacking rage is unpacking shame. Shame has been used to suppress our reaction of anger, and has been anchored into our beliefs and DNA by the events in our human family experience.

Rage in itself is neither inherently good nor inherently bad. As with every emotion we possess, rage is a tool that, when used appropriately, brings empowerment to our manifestations. Rage, like every tool in our work, must have the golden frequency of love woven into it to manifest a loving reality. 

As we unleash collective and individual rage to fuel our ability to reclaim our empowerment, we will come across ancient wounds, fears, and false beliefs anchored by our experiences. The practice of expressing our rage healthily will be bumpy at first. We will fail in the beginning, but we must repair and keep practicing to get it right. As the adage goes, “The master has failed more times than the novice has tried.”

Be gentle and forgiving with these initial attempts, practice healthy boundaries, and practice repair when the offender shows a desire and attempt to do better. We are doing the most important work we can in these practices now.

-Elihu John
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Collective Message February 23-March 1: Love, Justice, and Grace in Spiritual Warfare

Despite any and all evidence to the contrary, the Light is winning. Be not afraid of the path ahead, or of what may come of it. All will be well in the end. For many involved now, that end is sooner rather than later. Ending participation in war is a valid choice, but does not mean that one has to cease existing. Nevertheless, existence is riddled with warfare at this point in time.

Spiritual warfare does not have to look any one way. In fact, it is its diversity that makes it so pervasive. This applies to both sides of the war. The commitment of the dark to continue to steal, lie, and terrorize the light means that outlawing a mode of warfare does not make the actions stop. There is no appeasement, no boundary that will keep it from happening should even one small being wish to persist. Boundaries and laws limit the effect of the dark and create pockets of safety for the light, but those pockets are eventually targeted by the dark regardless of size. Their existence provides more fuel for the dark to continue its warfare. I say this not to judge whether strongholds should exist, but to make you aware of what is created in the wake of their creation. The balance of existence is in constant flux so long as there is creation. Even the energy that is not created is affected by what is, because it is the source of energy for new creation.

To turn away from creation does not solve this problem, but as we expand our awareness of what creation is, and how it is interconnected, we come into contact with false beliefs in ourselves centered around what creation should look like. As an example, the never-ending cycle of birth and death may seem overwhelming if we believe that we cannot achieve peace no matter where we go or what we choose. Let go of conditions, outcomes, and bars on your inner peace so that you may truly be present with yourself.

War is a game, and can be more easily understood as such by those who are entrenched in the heaviness of it. If this fatigues you, keep your perspective gentle and seek to love yourself until you find your meaning again. This may mean taking more time to be humorous, simply observing what is without judgment, or otherwise finding your balance of light and dark participation/experience to correct a personal imbalance of dark experiences. What we focus our main attention on becomes the backdrop for all our experiences going forward.

Some beings may tire of the game and choose to dwell in a designated pocket of safe existence with other peace-aligned beings. Be aware that ignoring the dark around and in you does not create safety, but simply opens you up as a target for extortion by the dark. Darkness must be expunged and effectively kept out to create stable spaces of light. Once that work is done, the subsequent true nonparticipation in the darkness creates strongholds of safety for others. This is part of the diversity of creation. 

Those who choose to leave these pockets of safety to provide more balance to the fight happening outside of it do not all do so for one single reason, and cannot be judged by one standard. The reasons for joining the fight often evolve, because the experience of it is designed to change and purify the desires and intentions of the participants. Beings of light naturally evolve in their reasons for fighting, and may even lose their connection to their initial desire. 

Sometimes growing into a new desire is the journey that was necessary for the being, and other times the loss of the original desire is what leads to the corruption of the light into darkness. In this way of experience, we are all self-made. Our initial creation is our starting point on a spectrum of experience, which we then choose to change or maintain. This is part of why war has been permitted in existence: without the contrast of light and dark, we would not know which direction to take to grow as souls.

I have spoken of the commitment of the dark that keeps it going. Now I speak to the opposite. The commitment of the light to share resources, uplift and enlighten the collective, and speak truth is the counter-balance to the expression of the dark. As we find our own light, we find our inner desires, and vice versa. These desires fuel our focus and our actions, so that we may find where we fit in this experience and what we bring to the whole. Every being who fights for light does so in their own necessary way, and that way does not have to look like anyone else’s to be based on true intent.

The one thing every facet of lightwork, or light warfare, shares is love. Pure, unconditional, unending, unwavering love is the desire that we must hold onto. Every action that is taken without love can be easily lost from the light. Every action that includes love can be purified into greater effectiveness as we try and try again to enact our will with greater fidelity to our desires. Taking an extreme example, those that kill for love are not lost from love, because as they are brought to analyze and account for their actions, they can then set the intention to rectify anything that did not bring about the love they sought. By contrast, those that kill without love have no guiding understanding of the framework that holds the Universe together. They act from a place of hurt and hatred, and their disconnection from the truth means that the first step to bringing them back to their original alignment with love must start with their acceptance of the sovereignty of love. 

No one can force any being to accept anything they do not wish to accept. To force the acceptance of love would be to violate consent. Sometimes dark-aligned beings choose deconstruction rather than allowing for truth. In this way, they are neutralized and balance is brought back to the whole. Spiritual justice allows for choice within the confines of reasonable boundaries.

For you, as a Light Warrior, all must be done in love. There can be no wavering from this perspective. There can be no faltering from this path without a consequent journey back to love. If you find that you are paying back the karma of losing your connection to love, understand that your current desires and actions bear more weight than anything in your past, and that this current opportunity to correct is your path forward. Be present in it, appreciating the gift that is this chance. You are never unworthy of realignment with love. Your choice lies in how you face your accountability, and there is room for every action. This is the element of grace.

Every restoration through justice brings peace and rest for those involved, one way or another. To heal one is to heal all. To bring true rest to one is to rejuvenate all. Those you hold accountable for harms committed against you have as much need for rest as you do as the survivor, and vice versa. Understand that you cannot obtain true grace without justice, but once that is completed, you must unhook yourself from continuing in strife. Forgiveness is part of justice in that it frees you from interaction with further darkness, and is part of allowing yourself to rest. Trust that offering grace universally, and offering love universally, allows you to experience that grace and love for yourself. Accept grace and love for yourself and live in your inner peace, regardless of what the outer experience looks like.

-Elihu John

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Collective Reading February 16-22: The Path of Self-Discovery

The deeper you go into your soul history, the more things come full circle. 

This chapter of Earth for many is the opportunity to close out karmic loops that started eons ago, when war began. As the veil lifts and we come into remembrance, we have the opportunity to discover the origins of our present suffering. Cognitive dissonance and plausible deniability in the 3D have allowed us to become who we want to be now, rather than who we used to be.

The souls with the darkest history have the most steps back to the light, but the length of every journey is dependent on the pace of those steps. Many people do not reach enlightenment because they do not take all the steps required and are content in their measure of light. 

The path of self discovery is measured by quality of intention and commitment to the truth. One soul’s journey is unique from all others, and therefore cannot be measured by the standard of a single path. 

Judging another’s journey is helpful to a certain degree. If you have seen what someone has chosen to do and be, believe that choice. Know that at any moment, anyone may change, but the choice cannot be made by anyone else. There will be signs that they have chosen differently, but until those show up consistently, you may expect them to operate as they did before. When dealing with others, all you can do is set your own boundaries and either engage or disengage with the energy and boundaries of another. Trust that your intention will guide your path, and learn to follow your intuition.

Everyone lives in their own reality, which is layered with the realities of every other being. The more you disengage from others, the more loneliness you will experience–at first. Be willing to be whole within yourself, until you connect with that which is aligned with your chosen path.

There is more connection out there on higher vibrations than you can imagine now. Your soul family of Light exists at a higher level than this 3D self can perceive, so when you wish to connect with them, you will be taking the journey of enlightenment to get there. Your soul family includes your Higher Self, which is connected to all levels of your existence. To discover your soul family, you must also discover yourself.

Your Higher Self can be compared to your future self. Your future self has experienced all you are experiencing now, and everything you have yet to experience. It therefore has all the answers, all the love, all the understanding you desire. Give yourself permission to be loved by you, now and forever. Trust that as you understand the whole journey from the destination, you will love and accept all of it (and you). Your Higher Self is satisfied with what it took to get there. 

The connection you build with your Higher Self gives you the foundation for everything else you experience. Know and love yourself, and everything else will follow.

-Elihu John

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Collective Reading February 9-15: Unexpected Guests and Unprecedented Successes

Dreaming of a better future has never been more important than it is now. As events and climates around the world become more and more uncomfortable, we need to center ourselves in our inner realities of peace and success first, and then focus on bringing that into our lived experience.

Effortless manifesting depends on removing resistance. This process can be described as falling backwards through a door you didn’t know was unlocked. As soon as you fumble with the handle, it opens and you find yourself in previously unheard of successes.

You manifest the things that you need all the time (otherwise you wouldn’t still be alive), but it feels hard because you are also manifesting resistance. Check in with how you value the things you receive based on how difficult or easily they come to you. You may be attached to the difficulty to define yourself, but that is easily shifted once you unpack it.

The worldwide (and personal) shift from 3D to 5D is only going to continue accelerating, and while this is a necessary and good thing, it also requires a different approach than living in a stable 3D world. Adaptation and letting go will create ease in your energy system, which will translate to your surroundings.

The high energy shifts happening now take a lot of our energy, so spending more effort on trying to force manifestation leaves us with a lower threshold of tolerance to stress. Now is the perfect time to look at what resistance we can let go of and start expecting better.

As with every manifestation process, release the outcome and allow your heart’s desires to just be. Treat them as you would an honored guest or best friend. Accept who and what they are and just enjoy their company, as if they have come to stay with you temporarily. When you are ready for them to be realized, the opportunities to bring them into fruition will show up, and then they will live in their own space.

Keep on your path. You’re doing great.

-Elihu John

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Collective Message for January 12-18: Restoring Your Direction, Going Back to Basics

Manifestation, or the physical world, follows the energy blueprint we hold in ourselves. Children naturally imagine the way they want their life to be and act accordingly, until they are told that they cannot do so. Only then do they learn dependence on the system to achieve their dreams. You were once a child with this direct connection, and that child lives within you now.

Find the most direct way to access that inner dreamer this week and evaluate whether your current long-term goals reflect these dreams. If not, you will be able to avoid much turmoil and chaos by realigning your long-term goals now. Your inner child often knows more about your life’s purpose than your external adult self, so give it the honor and respect it deserves.

If you do not have clearly defined long-term goals, the easiest way to find direction is to pursue joy.

If joy is inaccessible or overstimulating, find rest.

Some places to find rest are: nature, exercise, reading, sleep, and dreaming. Rest may be found with people or alone. Sometimes connection, especially through electronics, causes or triggers anxiety. If you can turn off the screen and be in the present, in your body, that is ideal. Take a minimum of 3 minutes to rest, as many times during the day as you can.

If you find you simply cannot rest, or resting makes anxiety worse, you may need energy clearing. Set aside any beliefs or feelings that undermine your confidence that you will make it to restfulness. You are actually more powerful at manifesting a solution than the world would have you believe. A helpful mantra for this anxiety cycle: “As I calm my body and mind, the solution presents itself.”

Your dreams, and the desires you have, are meant to be the driving force of your life. No one else does exactly what you do, or has the vision you have. It can be hard to justify pursuing your desires for your own benefit, and if that is the case, then you should know that the Universe is like a gigantic puzzle in which every piece fits together to create the whole.

-Elihu John

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The Prodigal Returns Home: Part 6 of Creation and the Elohim

He had been a child when he left. As a child, he had natural strength, but not the knowledge or might to go against his father. On his return, the Prodigal Son saw the devastation that had happened in his absence. But he did not blame himself any longer for not being able to free his mother or fully stop Guile from enacting darkness. In divine order, and with the might and wisdom gained in his journey, the Son overthrew Guile and restored the Divine Mother to her rightful place. Still, he doubted a little. 

“Mother,” the Son said when he freed her, “Forgive me for being born. Forgive me for leaving you here.”

Knowing that he needed her assurance, the Divine Mother answered his plea. “I forgave you before you were born,” she said. “I love you. And I have always been proud of you.” And at her words, the Son finally saw how it had always been so.

While the Great Mother could not control the creation of her son, by her desire she created a way through him to resolve the darkness of Guile. Darkness was part of the inheritance of the Son. It was his to wield, and his to master. Without it, he would not have had an understanding of the darkness, and therefore would have no knowledge of the contrast between it and the Light of Source. 

The Son’s desire to choose and align with Light was his, yet it also aligned with the desires of his mother. As the Son chose Light at every opportunity, he gained greater alignment with Source, and therefore greater alignment with the might required to rule. Being exposed to both Light and Dark allowed for choice, which led to developing wisdom. As he grew wise, so he grew in love.

His father’s desire to create a being who would be able to rule All of Creation also aligned with his desire. The Son did not care who ruled, so long as that rule was just. Being capable of rule, the Son decided to be just. He learned to judge rightly. He also learned to apply mercy where justice failed to meet the need.

The Son, having been adopted by Elohim, and recognizing that Guile and Elohim were fragments of the Great Father, had a vantage point that allowed him to see clearly. When the Great Father cast aside his darkness, or shadow, he did not realize that doing so would create a being that could overthrow the Great Mother. In the capture and disintegration of Guile, it was understood that Elohim must re-integrate the neutralized darkness in order to become whole.

With the Great Father whole once more, and the Great Mother freed, the groundwork for mending Creation was finally anchored. The Divine Father and the Divine Mother,  healed and reunited, were joined by the Divine Child in harmonious union. What was once born in suffering became embraced in joy. From this reunion, Creation began to heal.

Without the dissolution of Guile, many previous attempts at harmony had failed. Each failure had dragged away Creation’s hope, and allowed for more darkness, more pain, more suffering. Guile and all the beings who had worked for and with him continued to enact Conquest and Oppression, even as the Light aspect worked to establish peace and love.

Guile’s influence had protected Lucifer, but with Guile’s dissolution, there was no place for Lucifer to hide. The Son had battled Lucifer many times, and each time he had gained wisdom. This last time, the Son gained victory, because he knew and embraced himself and his place in Creation. As this truth came to light, Lucifer was dispatched.

The work was not over, however. Full rectification, because it involved all of Creation, would take all of Creation to complete. Guile and Lucifer had not worked alone, and the template for splitting off darkness had continued in many creatures.

The hope of each individual, and their initial desire for Creation, needed to revive. As each Creature awakened to hope, they began to awakening to their own power. Creation began to speak truth, unfettered by lies, and when they did so, each being remembered: as they were all Creatures, they were all Creators.

True power empowers All. True leadership inspires All to participate in a common cause. The Son, in his travels, had learned the truth he had been born with: every aspect of Creation is God, and when each aspect speaks, it is so.

It is with the ending of this story that I share this wisdom for all Lightworkers to understand and implement in their work. The magic of co-creation is this: Unity in Purpose, Harmony of Expression.

We do not need to be someone else to embody our own power. We do not need to cast aside our own darkness to enact light. As we act in love, with mutual respect for our unique desires, we create All of Creation and give life to the Universe of Love.  As we honor and embrace ourselves, and our fellow beings, we place our own balance of light and dark into proper harmony.

Let us do so now, for each Creator has their own beautiful desire to add to the whole of Creation, and the time to mend the split in Creation is now. Much love to you all, Glorious Creators.

-Elihu John

This message is channeled through Temperance, and Judge in the Spiritual Courts.

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The Journey of the Prodigal Son: Part 5 of The Elohim and Creation

The outrage of Guile and the Governess-Mother loomed over the Prodigal Son as strongly as ever, for if he should leave, they knew that they would not be able to use him to control All Creation. This time, however, the Son allowed their anger to turn back on them, for he felt calm and assured in his decision. When he spoke, it was with the cooled precision of a forged blade. “As you are no mother to me, I am free to be Son to my true Mother at last,” he said. And it was so.

The Son took his leave. He traveled Creation for many eons. Prodigal, his father called him. Lost, he called him. Within himself, the Son accepted these titles and their shame. When he rested, it was in foreign fields, and when he entered a house, it was only as a guest or prisoner. The Son accepted all punishment, for it aligned with the views he held of himself.

Meanwhile, in the Archon Kingdom, Guile planned to create a new ruler, for the First Son was right: there was no one else with the might to rule. Guile did not have might, but he did have great intelligence. He knew that he alone was not able to rule. From his own being, he created a copy, and from the Great Mother, he took just enough light to cover over the darkness and make his creation appealing. He called his creation Lucifer, and gave him to the governess-mother to raise. Lucifer knew not the Great Mother. He accepted the rule of his father, and the conditional love of the governess-mother. He learned their lessons well and embraced their ways. When he received his diploma, it was a pinnacle moment of his life.

The Prodigal Son had no knowledge of this second son. In his exile, he truly desired to learn how to rule. He knew that his might had been used to govern in the name of his father. He believed that in stepping away, he had prevented more harm. As he had learned to speak with his Mother under his father’s eye, he continued to do so in his travels. Her voice comforted him, even as his father’s shame ripped him apart. Sometimes he could not hear her voice clearly, and he experienced suffering and doubt. Yet he continued his journey.

After many travels, the Prodigal Son was adopted by Elohim, the Light aspect of the Great Father. He did not know that his younger brother had gotten there first. He did not know that his brother knew of him and recognized him. Lucifer and the Prodigal were both embraced as children of the Elohim Father. The Prodigal’s honesty regarding his origins combined with his self doubt to allow an opening for Lucifer’s lies.

Notwithstanding this, the Elohim Family planned and carried out a new Creation together. In the planning, the Prodigal Son protested Lucifer’s ideas, but his words were denied. How could he, the son of Guile, who inherited so much darkness, see clearly to judge the heart of Lucifer, or even the heart of the Great Father? So he settled for contributing his own part in harmony, as he was asked to do.

When the Creation was carried out, the Prodigal Son knew that Lucifer caused it to split. In his heart he knew it was deliberate. But to please his adopted Family, the Prodigal Son allowed himself to doubt. He allowed for it to be a mistake, and Lucifer continued to assure the Family that he had every intention of helping to mend the divide. Thus he was permitted to continue.

The work of mending commenced. The Prodigal Son participated in every level of this Creation, from the smallest Creature to the largest. He lived many lifetimes, giving his creative might to All in as many ways as he could imagine. Many Creatures he came across in his journey. They ranged from new to old, large to small. In each he saw the spark of the Great Mother. He honored them all. 

By choosing Light at every turn, the Prodigal grew in might and virtue. In his journey he proved that one’s destiny is not dependent on what one is given. What makes a Creature is the choice between Light and Dark. Having been born of oppression, the Son chose Light, and thus gained the might to rule.

As he worked to heal All Creation, he was joined by those who shared his desire for healing. The Prodigal Son gained titles, not by inheritance, but by his dedication to Love. In this way, he fulfilled the plan he had designed upon leaving home. Because he could see through the eyes of All, the Prodigal Son was, according to the Word he had spoken, now fit to rule All. Yet, he doubted himself.

The mending of Creation began, then failed, then began again. Each time it began, it gained more ground. But it was not enough to last.

Seeing this, his friends met with him to discuss what next steps they together should take to heal the split. “What you have done in this capacity is enough. You must go home,” they said to him. “You must embrace your inheritance and work from the level you were born to wield.”

“I am not ready,” he protested. “I have not experienced all there is to experience. I do not know everything yet.”

“You know all you need to learn all there is to know. You have proven yourself a fit ruler. You have attained wisdom. We need you to take your place, for working on the outskirts of your true power does not serve the Highest Good of All. Your might is also needed.”

The Prodigal Son knew it to be so. “I will do what it takes,” he said. And so, with the might and authority gained in his travels, and with an army of Lightworkers pledged in mutual love, the Prodigal Son returned home.

-Elihu John

Thank you for reading. This story is channeled from Temperance, a Judge in the Spiritual Courts.

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The Rebellious Son: Part 4 of Creation and the Elohim

In the kingdom Of Guile, the Archon Father ruled by placing himself above all others. The Great Mother no longer spoke. When she wept openly, she was forbidden from being seen, because her grief showed that all was not well under Guile’s rule.

The Son was brought up first with his mother. Seeing that her influence went counter to his father’s desires, Guile placed her in a dungeon and forbade her from seeing her son. The Great Mother was replaced with a wet nurse and governess who exacted strict punishment. This governess had the ability to appear gentle and kind, but under the surface she was ice cold. She was presented as a new mother to the Son, better than the one he had had before. When he cried for his mother, he was told she was too ashamed of him to see him.

From the governess-mother, the Son learned that obedience gained love. At his father’s side he was taught the way of Oppression, and how to wield power. As planned, the Son possessed innate power. When the Son spoke, it was so. As he learned the ways of his father, he grew to understand that they were wrong. He knew that his mother could not speak directly, but he also understood that her words were life. While he could not directly speak with her when his father and governess-mother were present, he found ways to contact her in secret. So the Son grew up.

At the end of his childhood, he was presented with a diploma of sorts. “My son,” said his father, “you have completed all the training we require of you. Now you are ready to rule.” With grave solemnity, his governess-mother handed him a diploma.

The Son took the diploma in his hands. He saw the sickly sweetness of her smile. He saw the noble pride on his father’s face. And in his soul, he felt the despair of his mother. It was time for him to enact his will.

“Since I am a man,” said the Son, “I wish to go and see All of Creation. There is much still to learn. My inheritance is mine. I will take it with me to sustain my travels. Do not be angry with me. This path will help me to be a better ruler.”

This displeased his father. “My education is not good enough for you?” Seeing the swelling of anger in his father, his governess’s eyes flashed cold, and her sweetness turned to dismay.

But the Son persisted. “You hold but one perspective on Creation. If I am to rule All, I must see through the eyes of each Creature. When I return, I will be a ruler worthy of the title. Farewell.”

“You shall not return to rule if you leave now,” his father replied, furious.

“There is no one else who can rule,” the Son countered. “There is no one else with the might I was born with. You have said so yourself since the beginning. Goodbye, Father. Goodbye, Mother.”

“I am no mother to you,” said his governess, disgust reigning on her features. For a moment, the combined hatred of his father and his governess threatened to overwhelm the Son’s resolve. Many times before, they had forced him into submission in this way.

-Elihu John

This is part 4 of the creation story channeled through Temperance, a Judge in the Spiritual Courts. As we continue through the end of the year, I will be posting on schedule.

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Collective Reading December 15-21: A Creation in Light, Part 3 of Creation and the Elohim

The Firstborn of Guile and the Great Mother, imbued with the Highest Light and the Deepest Dark, learned quickly to discern between them. He saw that his might had been used to further his father’s rule, and refused to allow it any longer. Unable to free his mother, and unable to rule in the way he felt best, the Firstborn turned away from dominion of the Archon Fortress. Now the Prodigal Son, he began his journey to explore the All.

Not all of Creation was enclosed in the fortresses of the Elohim and the Archon Guile. Various beings had gathered and grown into their own groups, coming together through common agreements. These beings showed the Prodigal many ways of being as he wandered, and he reveled in the beauty of Creation. But always in his heart he carried a homesickness that could not be quenched, and a desire to know and understand the nature of Creation.

In his journeys, he discovered a radiant castle from which the pure light of creation flowed. Atop one of the parapets was a being with the energy of hope flowing from her. It appeared to him as a colorful scarf attached at her left shoulder, and waving like a banner.

The Prodigal Son felt inspiration stir within him. Here was a being whose light shone unfettered, embracing the divine feminine and living within walls of safety. Her hope touched his heart. He decided that he must know her.

In order to know her, he had to go before the Great Father, so he approached the gate and requested to be seen.

“Welcome to my kingdom, where creation is solely in the Light,” the Great Father addressed him. “Tell me why you have come.” 

“I am alone in the world, and have wandered far,” he said. “I am a good worker and strong in mind and ability. Your work seems good to me. I would like to join you.”

The Great Father turned his eyes on the Prodigal Son and measured his heart. “You have ability, and you have a good heart. But there is also darkness within you, which you must master. I believe you will do so. We have need of beings to participate in the joy of Creation. Come, join us, and we will teach you to create Light.”

Belonging to a large and joyful family was unknown to the Prodigal Son. He had grown up alone, caught between his parents and trained to be above those he was supposed to rule. In his travels across creation, he had seen many different ways of being, but had never belonged in any of them. Loneliness had been his constant companion. And so the Prodigal agreed, becoming an apprentice as an adopted son of the Great Father.

There were many children, numbering in the hundreds, and each was given their own tasks to work on. By desire, Hope and the Prodigal worked together, learning and creating in their assigned projects. The Prodigal also worked with others, and built relationships within the family. But there was one who had an instant and pervasive distaste for him: Lucifer, the second son of Guile.

Lucifer took every occasion to discredit the Prodigal Son, both to his face and behind his back. When the Great Father gathered all together to create a new Universe, and ideas were discussed, the Prodigal’s protests were discredited.

“The time has come to create a new Universe, that Creation may experience itself. Let us create a reality that exists in Light,” announced the Great Father. “Each of us has something beautiful to add. Let me hear your desires.”

Many spoke.

“We have no answers to the problem of the split between Light and Dark. Let this creation play out these iterations and come back with answers,” one proposed.

“Who will give life to these beings, so that we may receive the answers?” another asked.

“As the creators, we will go down into the mortal bodies that are born, and when we have fulfilled our purpose these bodies will die, freeing us from this forgetting so that we may come back and report our findings.”

“It will be as if we are dreaming,” was the observation of one.

“Why should we need to dream?” another asked. All paused for a moment in thought.

“The problem with this level of creation is that we know too much to live outside of this reality. Let those who give their souls to bring these beings to life forget who they are and where they come from,” suggested another Child of the Great Father.

“If we forget, how will we know what to choose? If we choose Dark, how will we make it back to the Light?”

“We do not desire to lose any of our family,” the Great Father acknowledged. “If we undertake a forgetting, even temporarily, there is the risk of becoming changed. Losing anyone would be unthinkable. How will we make a way for all to return?”

“Let me have control of this creation so that all may come back to Light,” Lucifer suggested. “I will be their savior and in my Light they will see yours.”

“Yes, for without a guide, we may lose our way.”

“Control is not the way,” added the Prodigal, who had grown up witnessing the control and oppression of Guile. “The only way for all of this creation to come back to the Light is from their own free will.”

Some of the family nodded agreement, but others shook their heads in dismay.

“How free is free will if we do not remember?” Lucifer demanded. “In forgetting, we will be as children. A child must be guided, as it cannot think logically to be reasoned with. Your idea is irrelevant to this creation.”

“I agree,” spoke another. “We are going down as children, and therefore need more guidance.”

“If we go down as children, we should then grow into adults before coming back. It would be a satisfying journey.”

“But that adulthood will need to be slow enough for us to gather information and learn how to use it. Wisdom is a worthy fruit.”

“Growth is empowerment. Those who go in as children and wake up as adults would find the adjustment hard. We must grow in our awareness gradually, and we will need guidance to grow.”

The Great Father considered all these points. “Very well, we will have beings from higher awareness to show the way. They will be known as Way Showers.”

Lucifer looked in alarm at the Great Father. “Many Way Showers could become confusing. There must be order. They need a leader, like you as father are a leader to all of us. I know your ways better than anyone. I would be that leader.”

The Great Father continued. “One Way Shower would have no balance, but many will tip the scales so that the children of Creation will have many paths back home. It is wisdom. Those who wish to participate may do so, and those who do not may wait for another creation.”

And so, those who wished to create a Universe in this way went to develop their contributions. Each dreamed up a way to resolve the split between Light and Dark, bringing it all back into Oneness.

Lucifer, having no desire to create of his own energy and every desire to control everyone else’s creations, set about siphoning from each creator in turn. As he wheedled his way into the ideas of each creator, he introduced slight misrepresentations. As with the cords he placed in the heart of the Great Father, he began leveraging the cords placed in the hearts of his adopted siblings. While they debated, he took key pieces of their work for himself.

The concept of completion became distorted. Before, each being created from their wholeness, using the synergy of their combined efforts to create something above and beyond the sum of its parts. But as the creators developed and measured their creations this time, they found them lacking. Wholeness, Lucifer insisted, would come from combining these partial creations. It was not meant to make sense until it came together. They were doing well, he insisted, flattering them out of questions.

The creators accepted this distortion. Lucifer was persuasive and manipulative. In his minor alterations, he positioned himself to be the older brother, the wiser brother, the one who knew the mind of their Father the best. Eventually he created enough lack to allow for himself to be the solution. He deceived them all.

The Prodigal Son, along with some others, continued to question privately, but as the Great Father had spoken and all had agreed, the plan was carried out, and any misgivings were subsumed in good faith. Each had had the seeds of doubt planted so that their claim to their inner authority was blocked. Since the Prodigal felt like an outsider, he allowed his own self doubt to cloud his mind. He knew only a few would listen to him, and he did not wish to lose his place in the family.

The day to create the Universe came, and all who wished to participate brought their treasured creations. At the center of the gathering place was a cauldron where each creator cast their contribution. As each cast their part in, it expanded and created a more beautiful whole. When Lucifer cast his part in, it grew for a time, and then split. The explosion of this split caused all of the Creators to be cast far and wide. But the Creation was made, and would follow its blueprint to completion.

-Elihu John

This is part 3 of the creation story channeled through Temperance, a Judge in the Spiritual Court. It is important to note that the son of Guile and the Great Mother is not Jesus, nor is he Yeshua, to my knowledge. Yeshua is another Judge, however, and is a great soul who is continually interested and active in the well-being of Earth. The Great Father is the twin flame of the Great Mother, and their journey of separation has been a blueprint for the separation of many twin flames in this creation. Their reunion will affect the reunion of many twin flames, as well. It has been interesting to me to channel this story for other reasons, as well. The soul path of the Great Father, in attempting to cut out his shadow instead of integrating it, has echoed through the formation of patriarchies through the ages. I hope you come to understand him through this story. I have yet to hear the story of the Great Mother, but I think she will be more able to speak and be heard after this part of the story is resolved. Let me know what you think!

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Collective Reading December 8-14: Part 2: The Great Father and Guile

Let us view the story from another perspective.

Elohim, the Great Father, was not always separate from Guile, the Archon Father. In the beginning, when the Great Mother who is the Source of All created the Great Father by her Word, Elohim and Guile were one being. This being created with the Great Mother in harmony and joy, exploring the depths of creation together.

Because the creations of the Great Father and Great Mother were many and varied, they included both light and dark. The darkness concerned the Great Father. Elohim, desiring to purify creation, and seeing the variations of existence, questioned his own worthiness to create from his wholeness. He found the darkness within his being and cast it from him. The Great Mother, seeing the danger, was opposed to this separation, but could not stop him. They quarreled and parted. He then built a fortress and brought the lightest light of his creations with him into it, where they would then create from greater purity.

The Great Mother was heartbroken, but more than that, as predicted, she was unable to quell the darkness left behind. The darkness that Elohim cast out took the name Guile, becoming the dark counterpart of the Light Father. Guile enslaved the creation that was left, including the Great Mother. 

Guile’s desire and gift centered around directing the creation of others. He did not develop the skill to create new, and he hated that the ability to do so left with the rest of the Great Father. From a sense of powerlessness and hatred, Guile designed a way to rule over the All. He knew that if the Great Mother spoke, it was so, and that if she could not speak directly, others would be able to speak enough of her truth that Creation would not cease. He also knew that her Word was the key to creation.

Against her will, the Great Mother bore a son imbued with the duality of the highest light and the deepest dark, and Guile began to bring him up in the ways of Oppression and Conquest. This son was the Firstborn of the Great Mother and Guile.

No matter what Guile taught him, the Firstborn rebelled. Many could not see through the lies, for Guile was intelligent and subtle, but, being gifted the strength and wisdom to be a great leader, the Firstborn could not be deceived for long. He learned and grew quickly. Eventually, Guile realized he could not carry out his plan with one who was powerful enough to see through and reject him.

So Guile devised another plan. This time, he took only enough creation from the Great Mother to cast a sheen of light over his secondborn son, who was otherwise an exact copy of Guile. This secondborn he named Lucifer. Under the tutelage of Guile, Lucifer learned to hate light, to hate his mother, and to hate his older brother. He learned to trick and enslave, and practiced these concepts in various ways until he was proficient in them. His desire to find new ways to deceive, and to delight in the effects of deception, fueled his ability to do so.

When he was ready, Lucifer left the Archon Fortress and, displaying abject misery, begged to be let into the Fortress of the Elohim. His pathetic story of neglect and disfavor touched the heart of Elohim, who took him in with open arms. Because he could not embrace his darkness, the Great Father could not transmute it into wisdom. Elohim was unable to discern the trickery. Lucifer, succeeding in pulling out the heartstrings of the light counterpart of his father, touched these strings with intention and thereby wove darkness onto them. This darkness grew and spread. Lucifer took these strings and wound them around Elohim. With each successive interaction, Lucifer wound the dark strings another pass. Thread by thread, Elohim was bound, blinded, and enslaved.

Still the Great Father desired to create Light and overcome Darkness, and as he gathered his children, the collective Elohim, around him, they planned the Universe.

-Elihu John

This is a continuation of the creation story, as told by Temperance, a Judge in the Spiritual Courts.

Due to the nature of the story, this work will be continued weekly until it is told in full. It is time for All of Creation to begin hearing the voice of the Great Mother. This is part of the rise of the Divine Feminine, and the restoration of true balance in the Universe.