Manifestation, or the physical world, follows the energy blueprint we hold in ourselves. Children naturally imagine the way they want their life to be and act accordingly, until they are told that they cannot do so. Only then do they learn dependence on the system to achieve their dreams. You were once a child with this direct connection, and that child lives within you now.
Find the most direct way to access that inner dreamer this week and evaluate whether your current long-term goals reflect these dreams. If not, you will be able to avoid much turmoil and chaos by realigning your long-term goals now. Your inner child often knows more about your life’s purpose than your external adult self, so give it the honor and respect it deserves.
If you do not have clearly defined long-term goals, the easiest way to find direction is to pursue joy.
If joy is inaccessible or overstimulating, find rest.
Some places to find rest are: nature, exercise, reading, sleep, and dreaming. Rest may be found with people or alone. Sometimes connection, especially through electronics, causes or triggers anxiety. If you can turn off the screen and be in the present, in your body, that is ideal. Take a minimum of 3 minutes to rest, as many times during the day as you can.
If you find you simply cannot rest, or resting makes anxiety worse, you may need energy clearing. Set aside any beliefs or feelings that undermine your confidence that you will make it to restfulness. You are actually more powerful at manifesting a solution than the world would have you believe. A helpful mantra for this anxiety cycle: “As I calm my body and mind, the solution presents itself.”
Your dreams, and the desires you have, are meant to be the driving force of your life. No one else does exactly what you do, or has the vision you have. It can be hard to justify pursuing your desires for your own benefit, and if that is the case, then you should know that the Universe is like a gigantic puzzle in which every piece fits together to create the whole.
-Elihu John
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He had been a child when he left. As a child, he had natural strength, but not the knowledge or might to go against his father. On his return, the Prodigal Son saw the devastation that had happened in his absence. But he did not blame himself any longer for not being able to free his mother or fully stop Guile from enacting darkness. In divine order, and with the might and wisdom gained in his journey, the Son overthrew Guile and restored the Divine Mother to her rightful place. Still, he doubted a little.
“Mother,” the Son said when he freed her, “Forgive me for being born. Forgive me for leaving you here.”
Knowing that he needed her assurance, the Divine Mother answered his plea. “I forgave you before you were born,” she said. “I love you. And I have always been proud of you.” And at her words, the Son finally saw how it had always been so.
While the Great Mother could not control the creation of her son, by her desire she created a way through him to resolve the darkness of Guile. Darkness was part of the inheritance of the Son. It was his to wield, and his to master. Without it, he would not have had an understanding of the darkness, and therefore would have no knowledge of the contrast between it and the Light of Source.
The Son’s desire to choose and align with Light was his, yet it also aligned with the desires of his mother. As the Son chose Light at every opportunity, he gained greater alignment with Source, and therefore greater alignment with the might required to rule. Being exposed to both Light and Dark allowed for choice, which led to developing wisdom. As he grew wise, so he grew in love.
His father’s desire to create a being who would be able to rule All of Creation also aligned with his desire. The Son did not care who ruled, so long as that rule was just. Being capable of rule, the Son decided to be just. He learned to judge rightly. He also learned to apply mercy where justice failed to meet the need.
The Son, having been adopted by Elohim, and recognizing that Guile and Elohim were fragments of the Great Father, had a vantage point that allowed him to see clearly. When the Great Father cast aside his darkness, or shadow, he did not realize that doing so would create a being that could overthrow the Great Mother. In the capture and disintegration of Guile, it was understood that Elohim must re-integrate the neutralized darkness in order to become whole.
With the Great Father whole once more, and the Great Mother freed, the groundwork for mending Creation was finally anchored. The Divine Father and the Divine Mother, healed and reunited, were joined by the Divine Child in harmonious union. What was once born in suffering became embraced in joy. From this reunion, Creation began to heal.
Without the dissolution of Guile, many previous attempts at harmony had failed. Each failure had dragged away Creation’s hope, and allowed for more darkness, more pain, more suffering. Guile and all the beings who had worked for and with him continued to enact Conquest and Oppression, even as the Light aspect worked to establish peace and love.
Guile’s influence had protected Lucifer, but with Guile’s dissolution, there was no place for Lucifer to hide. The Son had battled Lucifer many times, and each time he had gained wisdom. This last time, the Son gained victory, because he knew and embraced himself and his place in Creation. As this truth came to light, Lucifer was dispatched.
The work was not over, however. Full rectification, because it involved all of Creation, would take all of Creation to complete. Guile and Lucifer had not worked alone, and the template for splitting off darkness had continued in many creatures.
The hope of each individual, and their initial desire for Creation, needed to revive. As each Creature awakened to hope, they began to awakening to their own power. Creation began to speak truth, unfettered by lies, and when they did so, each being remembered: as they were all Creatures, they were all Creators.
True power empowers All. True leadership inspires All to participate in a common cause. The Son, in his travels, had learned the truth he had been born with: every aspect of Creation is God, and when each aspect speaks, it is so.
It is with the ending of this story that I share this wisdom for all Lightworkers to understand and implement in their work. The magic of co-creation is this: Unity in Purpose, Harmony of Expression.
We do not need to be someone else to embody our own power. We do not need to cast aside our own darkness to enact light. As we act in love, with mutual respect for our unique desires, we create All of Creation and give life to the Universe of Love. As we honor and embrace ourselves, and our fellow beings, we place our own balance of light and dark into proper harmony.
Let us do so now, for each Creator has their own beautiful desire to add to the whole of Creation, and the time to mend the split in Creation is now. Much love to you all, Glorious Creators.
-Elihu John
This message is channeled through Temperance, and Judge in the Spiritual Courts.
The outrage of Guile and the Governess-Mother loomed over the Prodigal Son as strongly as ever, for if he should leave, they knew that they would not be able to use him to control All Creation. This time, however, the Son allowed their anger to turn back on them, for he felt calm and assured in his decision. When he spoke, it was with the cooled precision of a forged blade. “As you are no mother to me, I am free to be Son to my true Mother at last,” he said. And it was so.
The Son took his leave. He traveled Creation for many eons. Prodigal, his father called him. Lost, he called him. Within himself, the Son accepted these titles and their shame. When he rested, it was in foreign fields, and when he entered a house, it was only as a guest or prisoner. The Son accepted all punishment, for it aligned with the views he held of himself.
Meanwhile, in the Archon Kingdom, Guile planned to create a new ruler, for the First Son was right: there was no one else with the might to rule. Guile did not have might, but he did have great intelligence. He knew that he alone was not able to rule. From his own being, he created a copy, and from the Great Mother, he took just enough light to cover over the darkness and make his creation appealing. He called his creation Lucifer, and gave him to the governess-mother to raise. Lucifer knew not the Great Mother. He accepted the rule of his father, and the conditional love of the governess-mother. He learned their lessons well and embraced their ways. When he received his diploma, it was a pinnacle moment of his life.
The Prodigal Son had no knowledge of this second son. In his exile, he truly desired to learn how to rule. He knew that his might had been used to govern in the name of his father. He believed that in stepping away, he had prevented more harm. As he had learned to speak with his Mother under his father’s eye, he continued to do so in his travels. Her voice comforted him, even as his father’s shame ripped him apart. Sometimes he could not hear her voice clearly, and he experienced suffering and doubt. Yet he continued his journey.
After many travels, the Prodigal Son was adopted by Elohim, the Light aspect of the Great Father. He did not know that his younger brother had gotten there first. He did not know that his brother knew of him and recognized him. Lucifer and the Prodigal were both embraced as children of the Elohim Father. The Prodigal’s honesty regarding his origins combined with his self doubt to allow an opening for Lucifer’s lies.
Notwithstanding this, the Elohim Family planned and carried out a new Creation together. In the planning, the Prodigal Son protested Lucifer’s ideas, but his words were denied. How could he, the son of Guile, who inherited so much darkness, see clearly to judge the heart of Lucifer, or even the heart of the Great Father? So he settled for contributing his own part in harmony, as he was asked to do.
When the Creation was carried out, the Prodigal Son knew that Lucifer caused it to split. In his heart he knew it was deliberate. But to please his adopted Family, the Prodigal Son allowed himself to doubt. He allowed for it to be a mistake, and Lucifer continued to assure the Family that he had every intention of helping to mend the divide. Thus he was permitted to continue.
The work of mending commenced. The Prodigal Son participated in every level of this Creation, from the smallest Creature to the largest. He lived many lifetimes, giving his creative might to All in as many ways as he could imagine. Many Creatures he came across in his journey. They ranged from new to old, large to small. In each he saw the spark of the Great Mother. He honored them all.
By choosing Light at every turn, the Prodigal grew in might and virtue. In his journey he proved that one’s destiny is not dependent on what one is given. What makes a Creature is the choice between Light and Dark. Having been born of oppression, the Son chose Light, and thus gained the might to rule.
As he worked to heal All Creation, he was joined by those who shared his desire for healing. The Prodigal Son gained titles, not by inheritance, but by his dedication to Love. In this way, he fulfilled the plan he had designed upon leaving home. Because he could see through the eyes of All, the Prodigal Son was, according to the Word he had spoken, now fit to rule All. Yet, he doubted himself.
The mending of Creation began, then failed, then began again. Each time it began, it gained more ground. But it was not enough to last.
Seeing this, his friends met with him to discuss what next steps they together should take to heal the split. “What you have done in this capacity is enough. You must go home,” they said to him. “You must embrace your inheritance and work from the level you were born to wield.”
“I am not ready,” he protested. “I have not experienced all there is to experience. I do not know everything yet.”
“You know all you need to learn all there is to know. You have proven yourself a fit ruler. You have attained wisdom. We need you to take your place, for working on the outskirts of your true power does not serve the Highest Good of All. Your might is also needed.”
The Prodigal Son knew it to be so. “I will do what it takes,” he said. And so, with the might and authority gained in his travels, and with an army of Lightworkers pledged in mutual love, the Prodigal Son returned home.
-Elihu John
Thank you for reading. This story is channeled from Temperance, a Judge in the Spiritual Courts.
In the kingdom Of Guile, the Archon Father ruled by placing himself above all others. The Great Mother no longer spoke. When she wept openly, she was forbidden from being seen, because her grief showed that all was not well under Guile’s rule.
The Son was brought up first with his mother. Seeing that her influence went counter to his father’s desires, Guile placed her in a dungeon and forbade her from seeing her son. The Great Mother was replaced with a wet nurse and governess who exacted strict punishment. This governess had the ability to appear gentle and kind, but under the surface she was ice cold. She was presented as a new mother to the Son, better than the one he had had before. When he cried for his mother, he was told she was too ashamed of him to see him.
From the governess-mother, the Son learned that obedience gained love. At his father’s side he was taught the way of Oppression, and how to wield power. As planned, the Son possessed innate power. When the Son spoke, it was so. As he learned the ways of his father, he grew to understand that they were wrong. He knew that his mother could not speak directly, but he also understood that her words were life. While he could not directly speak with her when his father and governess-mother were present, he found ways to contact her in secret. So the Son grew up.
At the end of his childhood, he was presented with a diploma of sorts. “My son,” said his father, “you have completed all the training we require of you. Now you are ready to rule.” With grave solemnity, his governess-mother handed him a diploma.
The Son took the diploma in his hands. He saw the sickly sweetness of her smile. He saw the noble pride on his father’s face. And in his soul, he felt the despair of his mother. It was time for him to enact his will.
“Since I am a man,” said the Son, “I wish to go and see All of Creation. There is much still to learn. My inheritance is mine. I will take it with me to sustain my travels. Do not be angry with me. This path will help me to be a better ruler.”
This displeased his father. “My education is not good enough for you?” Seeing the swelling of anger in his father, his governess’s eyes flashed cold, and her sweetness turned to dismay.
But the Son persisted. “You hold but one perspective on Creation. If I am to rule All, I must see through the eyes of each Creature. When I return, I will be a ruler worthy of the title. Farewell.”
“You shall not return to rule if you leave now,” his father replied, furious.
“There is no one else who can rule,” the Son countered. “There is no one else with the might I was born with. You have said so yourself since the beginning. Goodbye, Father. Goodbye, Mother.”
“I am no mother to you,” said his governess, disgust reigning on her features. For a moment, the combined hatred of his father and his governess threatened to overwhelm the Son’s resolve. Many times before, they had forced him into submission in this way.
-Elihu John
This is part 4 of the creation story channeled through Temperance, a Judge in the Spiritual Courts. As we continue through the end of the year, I will be posting on schedule.
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The Firstborn of Guile and the Great Mother, imbued with the Highest Light and the Deepest Dark, learned quickly to discern between them. He saw that his might had been used to further his father’s rule, and refused to allow it any longer. Unable to free his mother, and unable to rule in the way he felt best, the Firstborn turned away from dominion of the Archon Fortress. Now the Prodigal Son, he began his journey to explore the All.
Not all of Creation was enclosed in the fortresses of the Elohim and the Archon Guile. Various beings had gathered and grown into their own groups, coming together through common agreements. These beings showed the Prodigal many ways of being as he wandered, and he reveled in the beauty of Creation. But always in his heart he carried a homesickness that could not be quenched, and a desire to know and understand the nature of Creation.
In his journeys, he discovered a radiant castle from which the pure light of creation flowed. Atop one of the parapets was a being with the energy of hope flowing from her. It appeared to him as a colorful scarf attached at her left shoulder, and waving like a banner.
The Prodigal Son felt inspiration stir within him. Here was a being whose light shone unfettered, embracing the divine feminine and living within walls of safety. Her hope touched his heart. He decided that he must know her.
In order to know her, he had to go before the Great Father, so he approached the gate and requested to be seen.
“Welcome to my kingdom, where creation is solely in the Light,” the Great Father addressed him. “Tell me why you have come.”
“I am alone in the world, and have wandered far,” he said. “I am a good worker and strong in mind and ability. Your work seems good to me. I would like to join you.”
The Great Father turned his eyes on the Prodigal Son and measured his heart. “You have ability, and you have a good heart. But there is also darkness within you, which you must master. I believe you will do so. We have need of beings to participate in the joy of Creation. Come, join us, and we will teach you to create Light.”
Belonging to a large and joyful family was unknown to the Prodigal Son. He had grown up alone, caught between his parents and trained to be above those he was supposed to rule. In his travels across creation, he had seen many different ways of being, but had never belonged in any of them. Loneliness had been his constant companion. And so the Prodigal agreed, becoming an apprentice as an adopted son of the Great Father.
There were many children, numbering in the hundreds, and each was given their own tasks to work on. By desire, Hope and the Prodigal worked together, learning and creating in their assigned projects. The Prodigal also worked with others, and built relationships within the family. But there was one who had an instant and pervasive distaste for him: Lucifer, the second son of Guile.
Lucifer took every occasion to discredit the Prodigal Son, both to his face and behind his back. When the Great Father gathered all together to create a new Universe, and ideas were discussed, the Prodigal’s protests were discredited.
“The time has come to create a new Universe, that Creation may experience itself. Let us create a reality that exists in Light,” announced the Great Father. “Each of us has something beautiful to add. Let me hear your desires.”
Many spoke.
“We have no answers to the problem of the split between Light and Dark. Let this creation play out these iterations and come back with answers,” one proposed.
“Who will give life to these beings, so that we may receive the answers?” another asked.
“As the creators, we will go down into the mortal bodies that are born, and when we have fulfilled our purpose these bodies will die, freeing us from this forgetting so that we may come back and report our findings.”
“It will be as if we are dreaming,” was the observation of one.
“Why should we need to dream?” another asked. All paused for a moment in thought.
“The problem with this level of creation is that we know too much to live outside of this reality. Let those who give their souls to bring these beings to life forget who they are and where they come from,” suggested another Child of the Great Father.
“If we forget, how will we know what to choose? If we choose Dark, how will we make it back to the Light?”
“We do not desire to lose any of our family,” the Great Father acknowledged. “If we undertake a forgetting, even temporarily, there is the risk of becoming changed. Losing anyone would be unthinkable. How will we make a way for all to return?”
“Let me have control of this creation so that all may come back to Light,” Lucifer suggested. “I will be their savior and in my Light they will see yours.”
“Yes, for without a guide, we may lose our way.”
“Control is not the way,” added the Prodigal, who had grown up witnessing the control and oppression of Guile. “The only way for all of this creation to come back to the Light is from their own free will.”
Some of the family nodded agreement, but others shook their heads in dismay.
“How free is free will if we do not remember?” Lucifer demanded. “In forgetting, we will be as children. A child must be guided, as it cannot think logically to be reasoned with. Your idea is irrelevant to this creation.”
“I agree,” spoke another. “We are going down as children, and therefore need more guidance.”
“If we go down as children, we should then grow into adults before coming back. It would be a satisfying journey.”
“But that adulthood will need to be slow enough for us to gather information and learn how to use it. Wisdom is a worthy fruit.”
“Growth is empowerment. Those who go in as children and wake up as adults would find the adjustment hard. We must grow in our awareness gradually, and we will need guidance to grow.”
The Great Father considered all these points. “Very well, we will have beings from higher awareness to show the way. They will be known as Way Showers.”
Lucifer looked in alarm at the Great Father. “Many Way Showers could become confusing. There must be order. They need a leader, like you as father are a leader to all of us. I know your ways better than anyone. I would be that leader.”
The Great Father continued. “One Way Shower would have no balance, but many will tip the scales so that the children of Creation will have many paths back home. It is wisdom. Those who wish to participate may do so, and those who do not may wait for another creation.”
And so, those who wished to create a Universe in this way went to develop their contributions. Each dreamed up a way to resolve the split between Light and Dark, bringing it all back into Oneness.
Lucifer, having no desire to create of his own energy and every desire to control everyone else’s creations, set about siphoning from each creator in turn. As he wheedled his way into the ideas of each creator, he introduced slight misrepresentations. As with the cords he placed in the heart of the Great Father, he began leveraging the cords placed in the hearts of his adopted siblings. While they debated, he took key pieces of their work for himself.
The concept of completion became distorted. Before, each being created from their wholeness, using the synergy of their combined efforts to create something above and beyond the sum of its parts. But as the creators developed and measured their creations this time, they found them lacking. Wholeness, Lucifer insisted, would come from combining these partial creations. It was not meant to make sense until it came together. They were doing well, he insisted, flattering them out of questions.
The creators accepted this distortion. Lucifer was persuasive and manipulative. In his minor alterations, he positioned himself to be the older brother, the wiser brother, the one who knew the mind of their Father the best. Eventually he created enough lack to allow for himself to be the solution. He deceived them all.
The Prodigal Son, along with some others, continued to question privately, but as the Great Father had spoken and all had agreed, the plan was carried out, and any misgivings were subsumed in good faith. Each had had the seeds of doubt planted so that their claim to their inner authority was blocked. Since the Prodigal felt like an outsider, he allowed his own self doubt to cloud his mind. He knew only a few would listen to him, and he did not wish to lose his place in the family.
The day to create the Universe came, and all who wished to participate brought their treasured creations. At the center of the gathering place was a cauldron where each creator cast their contribution. As each cast their part in, it expanded and created a more beautiful whole. When Lucifer cast his part in, it grew for a time, and then split. The explosion of this split caused all of the Creators to be cast far and wide. But the Creation was made, and would follow its blueprint to completion.
-Elihu John
This is part 3 of the creation story channeled through Temperance, a Judge in the Spiritual Court. It is important to note that the son of Guile and the Great Mother is not Jesus, nor is he Yeshua, to my knowledge. Yeshua is another Judge, however, and is a great soul who is continually interested and active in the well-being of Earth. The Great Father is the twin flame of the Great Mother, and their journey of separation has been a blueprint for the separation of many twin flames in this creation. Their reunion will affect the reunion of many twin flames, as well. It has been interesting to me to channel this story for other reasons, as well. The soul path of the Great Father, in attempting to cut out his shadow instead of integrating it, has echoed through the formation of patriarchies through the ages. I hope you come to understand him through this story. I have yet to hear the story of the Great Mother, but I think she will be more able to speak and be heard after this part of the story is resolved. Let me know what you think!
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Elohim, the Great Father, was not always separate from Guile, the Archon Father. In the beginning, when the Great Mother who is the Source of All created the Great Father by her Word, Elohim and Guile were one being. This being created with the Great Mother in harmony and joy, exploring the depths of creation together.
Because the creations of the Great Father and Great Mother were many and varied, they included both light and dark. The darkness concerned the Great Father. Elohim, desiring to purify creation, and seeing the variations of existence, questioned his own worthiness to create from his wholeness. He found the darkness within his being and cast it from him. The Great Mother, seeing the danger, was opposed to this separation, but could not stop him. They quarreled and parted. He then built a fortress and brought the lightest light of his creations with him into it, where they would then create from greater purity.
The Great Mother was heartbroken, but more than that, as predicted, she was unable to quell the darkness left behind. The darkness that Elohim cast out took the name Guile, becoming the dark counterpart of the Light Father. Guile enslaved the creation that was left, including the Great Mother.
Guile’s desire and gift centered around directing the creation of others. He did not develop the skill to create new, and he hated that the ability to do so left with the rest of the Great Father. From a sense of powerlessness and hatred, Guile designed a way to rule over the All. He knew that if the Great Mother spoke, it was so, and that if she could not speak directly, others would be able to speak enough of her truth that Creation would not cease. He also knew that her Word was the key to creation.
Against her will, the Great Mother bore a son imbued with the duality of the highest light and the deepest dark, and Guile began to bring him up in the ways of Oppression and Conquest. This son was the Firstborn of the Great Mother and Guile.
No matter what Guile taught him, the Firstborn rebelled. Many could not see through the lies, for Guile was intelligent and subtle, but, being gifted the strength and wisdom to be a great leader, the Firstborn could not be deceived for long. He learned and grew quickly. Eventually, Guile realized he could not carry out his plan with one who was powerful enough to see through and reject him.
So Guile devised another plan. This time, he took only enough creation from the Great Mother to cast a sheen of light over his secondborn son, who was otherwise an exact copy of Guile. This secondborn he named Lucifer. Under the tutelage of Guile, Lucifer learned to hate light, to hate his mother, and to hate his older brother. He learned to trick and enslave, and practiced these concepts in various ways until he was proficient in them. His desire to find new ways to deceive, and to delight in the effects of deception, fueled his ability to do so.
When he was ready, Lucifer left the Archon Fortress and, displaying abject misery, begged to be let into the Fortress of the Elohim. His pathetic story of neglect and disfavor touched the heart of Elohim, who took him in with open arms. Because he could not embrace his darkness, the Great Father could not transmute it into wisdom. Elohim was unable to discern the trickery. Lucifer, succeeding in pulling out the heartstrings of the light counterpart of his father, touched these strings with intention and thereby wove darkness onto them. This darkness grew and spread. Lucifer took these strings and wound them around Elohim. With each successive interaction, Lucifer wound the dark strings another pass. Thread by thread, Elohim was bound, blinded, and enslaved.
Still the Great Father desired to create Light and overcome Darkness, and as he gathered his children, the collective Elohim, around him, they planned the Universe.
-Elihu John
This is a continuation of the creation story, as told by Temperance, a Judge in the Spiritual Courts.
Due to the nature of the story, this work will be continued weekly until it is told in full. It is time for All of Creation to begin hearing the voice of the Great Mother. This is part of the rise of the Divine Feminine, and the restoration of true balance in the Universe.
There are many creation stories, each a framework used to understand the world and one’s place in it. All are at least partly allegorical. Human brains function best on story-telling, parables, and symbols. This week I will begin a story of creation that is symbolic at best and theoretical at worst, giving a framework for an understanding of the world of manifestations. What follows is a mathematical formula written in poetry.
In the beginning was the Source of All. Source was formless, intangible, an endless ocean of potential. Within this intangibility grew the tangible desire to experience, and from this desire grew possibilities, which sprung into manifestation. There was no time, no space. No one thought to ask how quickly or slowly it happened. Over the course of experience, time and space came into existence in myriad forms as there was now something to measure by these systems. All was created in joy.
Beauty and ugliness were created, goodness and evil, light and dark. These combined in every possible way as being came out of nonbeing Source.
Groups of beings drew together, creating more of themselves to share in the joy of creation. One group organized themselves into a loving, patriarchal family. We call them the Elohim, creators with godlike abilities and a desire to explore manifestation. These beings numbered in the hundreds, and each possessed a unique blend of energies that gave them joy and curiosity.
For a time, no one thought to regulate these creations. One person’s joy did not detract from another’s. Little by little, the myriad things grew further and further from mutual understanding, as each form differentiated and defined itself. Then began discord.
The manifestation of regulating creation appeared in many forms if it appeared in one. Patriarchal, matriarchal, hive mind, and other societies formed. Most we do not have words for or even a remote understanding of. There were good-aligned and evil-aligned societies in every iteration. Creation gradually became more limited, but in the beginning it was not. Creator beings so close to their Source origins had unspeakable might.
In all this creation there were all shades of light and dark, and from these grew mathematical iterations of each to explore how every concept could possibly manifest. The realm of possibility was infinite.
The consequences of these manifestations were much more defined, however. And because they were traceable and predictable, there came a need to decide what consequences each being desired for itself and its creations. Some beings desired power, while others desired peace.
Power and Peace could easily coexist in many iterations of creation, but did not coexist in many others. Out of the desire to allow everyone the joy of their own creations without fear of being subsumed by another, Law was created.
There were beings who accepted Universal Law as a reasonable agreement. These beings created a bubble of reality in which all in that agreement could coexist. Yet each bubble was influenced by every other bubble. The separation was not total, for All are One.
There were beings who rejected Universal Law as well. They created their own set of rules and agreements by which their creations lived, and by which they also introduced death. These reality bubbles centered on the concept of control by conquest.
Each desire funneled into will, which generated an equal and opposite will, and these wills clashed. The separation of different groups by their agreed upon beliefs and desires only grew. Eventually there came about wars, along with many other machines of suffering and ugliness.
Creation, once blank, became a many-layered and chaotic canvas, as everything created affected every other thing created.
The Light Elohim, creators whose work permeated all of existence, organized a fortress where they and their way of creation would be safe to continue. Their creations did not stay contained in this fortress, because creation was designed from the beginning to affect All. Their fortress simply helped them continue to create in safety.
At the same time, Dark Elohim beings, or Archons, with the will for conquest created their own fortress. These beings did not function on an agreement of mutual consent or love. They had a great ability to channel and shape creative power and functioned on a top-down power structure, with those at the top experiencing good consequences and those at the bottom bearing the burden of the bad consequences. Beings of many orientations to Light and Dark existed in both the Archon and Elohim fortresses. The Archon leaders were fundamentally dark because of their dominant will of Conquest, and their acceptance of the need for someone to suffer.
If there were two fortresses, there were many, for Light and Dark are simply the most extreme ends of the same concept. Every iteration had its own mixture of all elements.
Out of the desire for Conquest, the Archons schemed to create an overlord capable of controlling the entirety of creation. Safe in their fortress, they meticulously carried out their plan. The vessel that was to carry this being into existence was forced to comply through deliberate suffering. Creation by suffering, and not by joy, was the consequence of this type of alignment with Conquest.
Thanks to the meticulous and sophisticated plan of the Archons, the being that was created from these dark origins had the potential ability to enslave all of creation. But, because of the elements inherent to their origins, and their connection to pure Source energy, they also had the power to see outside of the scope of their creators’ desires. They rebelled against the plan, and eventually left the fortress of the Archons.
Being a creature entirely new, they took a path entirely new. This being traveled across creation, exploring and discovering all they could, on their own terms. Through all was the question, “What is existence, and why is it created?”
One day this being came across the fortress of the Light Elohim. From deep desire they asked to become part of this group, and were adopted as a brother.
The Light Elohim had one eternal Father who oversaw all that was created and treated all in the group as one family. Together, this family counseled and planned what they would create.
“Let us create a reality that exists in love,” they said. So each drew from their own desires to create elements of this Universe that, combined with the desires of the others, would make a complete creation. This co-creation would be not only an expression of love in itself, but would be the laboratory through which the solution to the original war of conquest would arise.
To Be Continued…
-Elihu John
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Creative energy, also known as Source energy, is a self-regenerating well.
When we create in harmony with the Universe, the raw material we create from is a larger pool of material than what we draw out, so there will always be more than enough. Like drawing water from a well with a dipper, we are pulling a small portion from the larger whole. This method of gathering to fit our needs is sustainable and leaves material for others when it regenerates. This can be called the Law of Sustainability.
Many natural systems also follow the Law of Sustainability. Grazing animals migrate to allow for the vegetation to regrow. Forests incorporate decomposition into their regenerative lifespans. Apex predators in ecosystems only eat until they are full, and then they rest, play, or enjoy other modes of existence until they are hungry again. All of this hinges on balance.
In the Law of One, Ra delineates how the concept/energy of Service became polarized into Service to Others and Service to Self.
Beings who chose to align more with Service to Self abandoned the well dipper method and learned how to suction every particle of creation they could reach out of the pool. They took more than they needed, which created scarcity and made other beings dependent on them to share. If they did not share generously, others went without. These beings abandoned good faith and mutual care, getting drunk off their own excess. At one point, they witnessed the lack they created, which struck fear into their hearts, and then they turned to more greed to reassure that fear. They chose to place themselves over all others out of the delusion that there wouldn’t be enough.
This delusion of lack became their reality, as they practiced more unsustainable energy consumption and had to continually draw from the well of Source, or steal from others’ supply. Greed, which created lack, became a justifiable solution for the lack they experienced due to their actions. They inverted the truth to continue doing what they had once known to be wrong.
When we realize that greed creates lack, we are able to logically see how generosity creates abundance. In a world where the greedy and the generous exist together at the same well, it is not enough to simply be generous. One must discern when to say no, and have the resources to enforce it.
This enforcement takes many forms, and one we interact with consciously is Karma. Karma as it was taught states that those who are greedy will experience lack in the next life.
However, having the proverbial shoe on the other foot in the next experience has not been enough to safeguard the generous, or stop greed from continuing. Lack creates more greed in those who lean toward Service to Self, and away from Service to Others.
On the spiritual level, we collectively created more complicated contracts, and we introduced punishment. But without adequate arbitration, these contracts became another perpetuator of greed. Contracts were passed from one person to another through inheritance, underwriting, assumption of another’s debt by atonement, and added clauses.
The justice system became distorted by separation, allowing for inversions of justice and accumulation of debts so high that no soul or group of souls could possibly pay them off by atonement. This created even more scarcity.
To combat scarcity, beings with the ability to regenerate were enslaved and forced to give the energy they created to those who were powerful enough to take it first. These generator beings allowed their alignment with Service to Others to be used this way at the beginning out of concern for the beings who were unfairly lacking. They trusted those in power to distribute the energy to the powerless, but there were no restrictions detailing how much everyone should get. The devil was in the details, and the details were subject to change without any further agreement from all parties.
Universal Law is much like Earth law in that a court case to interpret the law allows for legal precedent, which changes how further cases are judged. Separation among those who write, judge, and experience the law is an inversion of the balance needed to correctly arbitrate justice. One must be able to connect the consequences of each action back to the whole.
As such, the divine judges of Universal Law participate in all the steps of writing, enforcing, and experiencing to see all the consequences of the law. These judges must be able to confer with each other, sharing their experiences in good faith. Some beings who incarnate to experience the effects of the law do so not because they need to pay Karmic debt, but because they need to report back the effectiveness of the law as it is written and carried out.
With this understanding, there comes the question of how to navigate lack and abundance as an incarnated being. How do we as the most powerful movers of energy in the game bring balance back to the system of Service?
We as Lightworkers must learn how to speak and enforce a healthy no. We must choose to reclaim our discernment and choose where to give, and how much. Our generosity is not in question, but rather our courage to see the world as it is and set healthy limits.
We must also dissolve the contracts that perpetuate lack and punishment. Punishment has been shown to create more lack, which deepens the debt. We must embrace grace and forgiveness, knowing that true justice does not require more suffering.
We as humans are energy generators, and therefore are capable of creating our own abundance. The ascension of Earth and humanity is the solution to the Universal problem of Lack. Therefore, it is your divine mission as a human on Earth, to be abundant once more.
The Universe values your life and your efforts as precious beyond account. May you see how important you truly are and love yourself enough to be happy and abundant in this life.
-Elihu John
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This week we are flipping the lens on our microscope to access new realities. Instead of seeing the proverbial glass half empty, consider reframing your perspective to see how to access the fullness. This mindset work is a key part of the work we will be doing to metabolize the new understanding, shocking revelations, and broader visions that come with the ascension of Earth. In many situations, this new perspective wasn’t possible because we did not have access to the reality in which it existed. Rather like those novelty glasses that have sparkly liquid sealed in the clear lining of the cup, we were rightly frustrated by the disconnect between raising the cup to our lips and getting nothing, or only plain water, out of it.
This metaphor is often used to describe how being grateful for and focusing on what we have allows us to hold the contradiction of a half full/half empty glass. Gratitude does a lot to refocus the mind, and is a useful way to flip the lens. When we name the good that we can see, it gets us out of lack and into abundance. Gratitude, however, is only one tool to get out of negative energy. Truth is multi-faceted and deserves to be recognized as it is.
We have learned that for every positive energy, there is a negative. Each is a polar opposite of the same concept. If you were to travel on a grayscale line from one to the other, you would notice that at the center is neutral, where both exist as one.
When we realize we are experiencing the negative polarization of an energy, the first thing we can do is pause and go into nonjudgmental observance.
Focusing on the positive in this case will not get you out of manifesting more negative. For example, joy very easily turns to fear because they are both polarizations of excitement. If we dampen that excitement with calm observation, we can take the polarization offline and get back to neutral. Then we can reset our frequency to resonate with joy.
This polarization is the first lesson, and is based in two-dimensional thinking.
Past gurus taught polarization in a binary, where there is one good and one bad. They taught steps to change our manifestations, and it worked. Still, there were nebulous questions and unanticipated results. There were multiple ingredients and therefore multiple possibilities. This is still true.
For a moment, imagine polarization as a wheel with many spokes going in all directions on a single plane (this plane fits on a piece of paper). At the center of the wheel is true neutral, and each spoke leads out to some extreme of every concept imaginable. The point at the center is nothing, and so the spokes are many manifestations of something. When you have that image in your head, imagine this wheel as a dandelion puff with many seed stalks going out in all directions. Because each stalk also leads back to the center, which is full neutrality, we can access every energy from this space. Nothing gives rise to something in this way, and vice versa, because all of it is connected.
This is merely a basic example of what it is to exist. Because we live in multiple dimensions, we cannot comprehend the entirety of our existence in just these dimensions. But doing so helps to expand our understanding. As we understand each dimension, we pave the way to understand the next higher one, and so on. Full comprehension is a process that builds on each stage that we master. Set a goal to understand the dimension you can reach now, and don’t worry about the steps you cannot see yet.
This knowledge is foundational to understanding the workings of timelines, soul contracts, cause and effect, polarization, and existence. It is described in several ancient texts and elaborated on in several metaphysical traditions. As a dandelion puff has many opposites and many extremes leading out from the center, so our society holds a plurality of belief systems and traditions. You get to choose which one makes the most sense to you. Likewise, everyone else gets to choose theirs. Each holds a different combination of energies that may or may not allow for personal growth. If you would like to find truth, you must abandon full loyalty to any of the manifestations and go back to the center, the nothing from which all derives. Only then can you turn yourself to see all the stalks of the dandelion puff.
Gratitude is a positive polarization of our relationship to things, but if it isn’t working, your best bet is to find the true neutral of detached observance. Let go of everything, every judgment, every fear, and simply witness what has already unfolded and is currently unfolding around you. Place everything you had in you at a distance and observe as an outsider. It takes commitment to patience and unconditional love to truly become the observer.
When you allow yourself to observe from true neutral, you may then begin to evaluate more options for energetic existence. Only when you have clarified what energy you like can you begin to travel toward it without clinging to any other stalks. This practice may not be fully achieved at first, but every time you can get closer to the center of the dandelion puff, your perspective will expand further and further until you are able to see from the center entirely.
May you find true peace in this practice.
-Elihu John
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This week is a time to develop spiritual depth perception.
By now we are all experiencing the singular understanding that we are constantly surrounded by many different realities. The person across the street, for instance, may share some elements of your reality, but not all of it. Each person on Earth has their own bubble of reality, or multiple bubbles, and when we live in community, we have to decide which aspects of shared realities help us to grow and which must be rejected.
One person’s reality may include an abundant flow of luck, or cash, or even concert tickets, while another person may experience being too late or too slow or too far into lack to receive these. Both realities are valid and real for the individuals who experience them, but not every reality is desired, which is why we work to change them.
I see the “fabric of reality” in our Earth experience like a stack of literal fabric. Some layers are silky and thin while others are fuzzy and thick. They exist in all shades, thicknesses, and textures–and all combinations of these elements.
Spiritual depth perception means being able to discern the layers of reality around us so that we can define and separate them out. When choosing our own reality and/or timeline, it is necessary to choose the layer we like. When we have found and chosen it, then we can pull it out and wrap that layer around us, without taking undesired layers of reality with it.
This week is a period of sifting through our new awareness and finding our center. Practice tuning back in to your intuitive voice often. What do you really believe, or want to believe? What do you really feel inside yourself? What do you really want out of this life?
Many of you are beyond the point of wishing harm on others so that you may attain enjoyment. Some of you may continue to flirt with the idea of wishing harm, experiencing it on the receiving or giving end, until you decide that doing so is unnecessary. Wherever you fall in this lesson, understand that you are right where you need to be to fully attune your energy where you want it.
This particular Earth life has driven home the concept of universal love and universal boundaries to such an extent that it purifies the consciousness of harm in those who seek to live according to a higher light. The collective alchemy of the soul changes our energy permanently in this way. This alchemy of the soul is also called transcendence.
All the darkness we have experienced has not been for nothing, although it may feel like it repeats indefinitely. When one layer clears, it makes space for another layer to become visible. When we started this process, there was so much darkness that it was unnecessarily difficult to choose light, but thanks to the collective and individual efforts of all of us living, we have achieved a new level of permanent clearing. And we continue to clear as we go.
Before 2020, Earth had darkness layered like thick blankets around the layers of lighter reality we chose to experience before birth. These layers stuck and wrinkled, sometimes even tearing the fabric of our preferred realities so that we could not take them out of the stack whole. Dark contracts, ill intentions, hatred, punishment, harm: all these served to destroy the lives we came here to experience. Many of these layers of reality destroyed light on purpose.
Thankfully, the heaviest layers of negativity are being cleansed and removed, which means we are able to extract our preferred realities with more success. It is easier to pull on one sheet of reality “fabric” and remove it from the stack intact. Our muscle power allows us to lift the other layers as we pull, too, because the weight is gone.
Earth life is an experiment in free choice and co-creation that few, if any, know from previous life (or planetary) experience.
For some beings, Earth life represents the pinnacle of choosing one’s own experience. Like running a race, they see successfully living and choosing their own fabric of reality now as the prize of 80-some-odd years of effort. There will be many who choose to go back to a less free reality after this life, not because they can’t imagine something new, but because they have learned all they wanted to learn about the art of creation. They are content to exist in lives and incarnations that have no surprises, no variation. The rules of these collective societies and places are straightforward and cannot be tinkered with. In the perspective of the designers, why mess with perfection? There are many starseeds from these realities who are helping this world transcend into a new, multidimensional existence of Earth, and will choose not to come back after it’s done.
It is time to realize that freedom to create new things as we have it on Earth is neither right nor wrong. It is simply a more risky incarnation with higher yields.
If we fully understand and allow for free will, the starseeds that go back to more predictable realities and are content not to engage in another adventure are right, and the ones who choose to enjoy the new Earth, eager to have more fun, are also right. Neither is incorrect because both are acting within the context of mutual good faith and enjoyment.
If you are among those who choose to come back to Earth after the final shift, you will be doing so on an Earth that is inherently more safe and conscious than it was in previous lifetimes. Creation and co-creation will be geared toward a different outcome, and the balance of light and dark will exclude the deeper darknesses that took the planet off her course. At this time, we do not know exactly what the original blueprints of Earth were, as those were lost and partly destroyed when the dark took hold. When the dark is fully cleared and light fully restored, we will also have a full restoration of her blueprints, and we will be modifying them to include the wisdom we have gained in this period of darker creation.
Earth is a key aspect of the Universe with a part to play in the whole that cannot be replaced. This is why we have refused to give up on her. This is why we have fought so hard, and continue to do so until the work is complete. We realize that there has been a significant cost to many who participated in this journey, and we also know that all costs shall be recompensed.
There is no judgment in either the choice to leave and never come back, or to come back again later. You, as a citizen of the Universe, have full autonomy to go wherever you choose, when this is all over. And you will always have a home here if you choose to come back to Earth and abide by the higher laws of kindness.
The Universe values your contributions toward ascension. Take the time you need to grieve the losses you have suffered in this experience until you can come back into the joy that brought you here in the first place.
