The deeper you go into your soul history, the more things come full circle.
This chapter of Earth for many is the opportunity to close out karmic loops that started eons ago, when war began. As the veil lifts and we come into remembrance, we have the opportunity to discover the origins of our present suffering. Cognitive dissonance and plausible deniability in the 3D have allowed us to become who we want to be now, rather than who we used to be.
The souls with the darkest history have the most steps back to the light, but the length of every journey is dependent on the pace of those steps. Many people do not reach enlightenment because they do not take all the steps required and are content in their measure of light.
The path of self discovery is measured by quality of intention and commitment to the truth. One soul’s journey is unique from all others, and therefore cannot be measured by the standard of a single path.
Judging another’s journey is helpful to a certain degree. If you have seen what someone has chosen to do and be, believe that choice. Know that at any moment, anyone may change, but the choice cannot be made by anyone else. There will be signs that they have chosen differently, but until those show up consistently, you may expect them to operate as they did before. When dealing with others, all you can do is set your own boundaries and either engage or disengage with the energy and boundaries of another. Trust that your intention will guide your path, and learn to follow your intuition.
Everyone lives in their own reality, which is layered with the realities of every other being. The more you disengage from others, the more loneliness you will experience–at first. Be willing to be whole within yourself, until you connect with that which is aligned with your chosen path.
There is more connection out there on higher vibrations than you can imagine now. Your soul family of Light exists at a higher level than this 3D self can perceive, so when you wish to connect with them, you will be taking the journey of enlightenment to get there. Your soul family includes your Higher Self, which is connected to all levels of your existence. To discover your soul family, you must also discover yourself.
Your Higher Self can be compared to your future self. Your future self has experienced all you are experiencing now, and everything you have yet to experience. It therefore has all the answers, all the love, all the understanding you desire. Give yourself permission to be loved by you, now and forever. Trust that as you understand the whole journey from the destination, you will love and accept all of it (and you). Your Higher Self is satisfied with what it took to get there.
The connection you build with your Higher Self gives you the foundation for everything else you experience. Know and love yourself, and everything else will follow.
-Elihu John
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This Earth is a place of contrast, where Light and Dark coexist to give experience to the selves that have differentiated themselves out from the Source of All. This process of separation also gives opportunity for developing wisdom, which selves take back to Source when they are ready to become All again.
Part of the wisdom of the contrast is in understanding the difference between what is known in the Dao De Jing as White and Black. All that is created is expressed in the White, which may be distorted or divided into the many colors as light splits through a crystal prism. All that is black is the unformed, limitless potential. It is the well of creation.
Long ago, the Black created itself into White, and separated this creation into many things. One separation became the opposing concepts of Truth and Lie. Truth became the Light, and Lie became the Dark. Both the Light and the Dark continued to evolve. As an imitation and opposite of Truth, Lie evolved into false light and false black. We know the Truth by the Lie, and the Lie by the Truth.
True black is unformed, neutral. It is creative energy that responds to the imagination. True white is formed of Light in its entirety. True white embodies all aspects of the whole, connected in order and unconditional, universal love. True white is lucid, transparent, and balanced. It embodies and embraces all perspectives, and shifts between them with perfect fluidity.
False light often appears opaque. It does not account for both the lows and the highs of experience. False Light decries the Black and the White and does not present them as a whole. It separates the light and dark into imbalance, and conflates and distorts the truth to create more lies. False light depends on avoidance of truth rather than full acceptance of it. False Light involves fear, often pushing that fear to the bottom of perception but never fully getting rid of it.
It is important to know that the true White embodies and encourages compassion and discernment, free will, understanding, and true unity. True White feels complete and clear. While the White embodies higher and lower feelings, manifestations, and concepts, there is no fear in true White. True White shifts easily into true Black, or lack of manifestation, when it is finished. True Black shifts easily into true White when it is necessary for energy to manifest. Both are part of the whole.
Because all is interconnected and part of the whole, everything can transmute or change into everything else. No matter where you find yourself in the map of the All, you have the capacity to move to the part of the whole that benefits you. Act with this empowering truth, accepting where you are, and you will easily remove fear, doubt, and all other obstacles to fully embody your portion of the White.
Love to you All,
Elihu John
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The energy of this week is designed to stabilize the energy downloads and massive reality shifts of last week. You may need to rest and let your mind catch up to the new landscape. The emotions you feel inside are your indicator for which reality (old versus new) you are tuning in to. Let your feelings inform your navigation on this journey. The image I see is of moving from the swamp to the plains, or a similar environmental change. You may have felt bogged down before, because the ground was soggy. You had to forcibly lift your feet out of sucking mud, and each step was laborious. Now you don’t have to pick your feet up quite so high when you step. Learn how to walk differently in this new terrain. Let go of the sadness with your steps and watch it crumble to dust under your feet.
Your relationship to motivation has changed, or will soon. When you feel called to action, is it from a place of desperation or a place of confidence in your effectiveness? Pause and breathe if you are unsure. The energy you are reaching for feels much lighter than the energy you have purged and are purging. Expect everything to work out, and you will find the path to walk that brings success to fruition. If you doubt your abilities, look back on how much has changed in the recent past. You did that. And the help you had may not have been what you thought you needed, but it was enough. Accept that both it and you will be enough together going forward.
You may start getting exciting ideas of what you want your future to look like. Write them down in a centralized place so you can reflect on what these ideas will result in. If you are unsure about the result being what you want, release the path and outcome again so that your deep desire lines up with the path that leads to your highest outcome. Come back to the desire so you can streamline your mental pathways to match it. The mind is a powerful tool, and can be used both for and against you. Mindset reframes will decrease suffering when you discover where your imagination has not been aligned with your intended reality.
Manifestation in the physical depends on your ability to align with it. Look into what heavy emotions you need to release to feel free enough to align with your highest good, because your dreams are showing up for you to claim. It all works out, as quickly and fully as you allow it to. We are moving to a higher need and a greater ability to be consciously aware of what our energy is doing on all levels. Remember that your physical self does need to give consent to your higher aspects for them to bring you that energy. Overriding consent has been a stopgap to rescuscitate your energy in the past, but we have more gentle, more sustainable options now and Universal Law encourages us all to reach for that option first. The fact that this invitation to awareness is extended to you in this physical body is proof that you are capable of developing the awareness of your desires, your intuitive voice, and your surroundings, which means you are capable of directing your own path more and more. This is what it means to have the veil thinned: you are now more capable and therefore more responsible to act with spiritual maturity/consciousness.
It all works out. The measure of trust you have in that belief dictates the measure of success you will have attaining it. Keep going. You’re doing great.
-Elihu John
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If you feel like you’re needing to level up just to keep your head above water, it’s because the energy is ramping up. This is a result of the battle between light and dark on Earth right now. As one side starts to win, the other throws more energy into the ring to get ahead, and then the cycle repeats. It is not a bad thing to rise to the occasion. The dark feels no shame for upping the ante. It would rather you believe that responding effectively is shameful, and that you are so much less powerful than it.
These are both lies. Keep your head on your shoulders in this high energy time, and act as though you are going to win. Belief only goes so far without sustained action, so allow your action to back up your belief 100%. If you hold back, you will not be keeping up with the energy of the opposition. That being said, be smart. Keep your armor on.
Spiritual war is not forever. Remember that participating when necessary is not the same thing as being bloodthirsty or caught up in the cycle. If it is your role to fight, it will also be your role to stop fighting when the need ends. Battle is exhausting. As often as you feel tired, find routine ways to retire from the battlefield and tend your spiritual garden. This is a war of endurance, waiting out the tempest, and believing in love so fully that you keep your inner calm and joy active in your energy field, no matter where you are, no matter what is happening. This is known as inner peace.
The most successful warriors keep their armor in good order and wear it fastidiously when on the battlefield. Carrying armor is heavy, so they keep their hearts light and their gravity center balanced. True mastery of one’s energy is knowing when it is time to fight, and when it is time to rest. It is knowing that the battle is won in the heart first, and on the field second. Winning on the field does no one much good if the heart is lost in the process.
Keep your inner peace and joy intact as you take appropriate action. This lifetime is not just one where you, as a light warrior, came to help raise the frequency of Earth. It is also a valuable training field in which you have the chance to level up your game. Give yourself permission to enjoy the fight for the sake of the growth.
Remember that you, as a human, are vulnerable to the potential to choose something entirely different from what you have chosen before. There is so much freedom to explore who you choose to be. Remember that your choices may propel you onto a vastly different path than where you started from. Many hearts are purified into their most dominant frequencies, while many others focus on a less dominant frequency and magnify it so it becomes dominant.
This is the beauty of the human experience, or the pitfall of it, depending on your perspective. If you feel stuck in battle, find a way to retreat regularly in practical ways. You are more powerful than you know. Your creative power is a tool to clear the dark. So prioritize freeing your mind and your emotions to create your reality, your way.
Flexibility is strength too, so long as it hinges on your ethics. Much love to you and your fight, Light Warrior. You got this. Keep going.
Manifestation, or the physical world, follows the energy blueprint we hold in ourselves. Children naturally imagine the way they want their life to be and act accordingly, until they are told that they cannot do so. Only then do they learn dependence on the system to achieve their dreams. You were once a child with this direct connection, and that child lives within you now.
Find the most direct way to access that inner dreamer this week and evaluate whether your current long-term goals reflect these dreams. If not, you will be able to avoid much turmoil and chaos by realigning your long-term goals now. Your inner child often knows more about your life’s purpose than your external adult self, so give it the honor and respect it deserves.
If you do not have clearly defined long-term goals, the easiest way to find direction is to pursue joy.
If joy is inaccessible or overstimulating, find rest.
Some places to find rest are: nature, exercise, reading, sleep, and dreaming. Rest may be found with people or alone. Sometimes connection, especially through electronics, causes or triggers anxiety. If you can turn off the screen and be in the present, in your body, that is ideal. Take a minimum of 3 minutes to rest, as many times during the day as you can.
If you find you simply cannot rest, or resting makes anxiety worse, you may need energy clearing. Set aside any beliefs or feelings that undermine your confidence that you will make it to restfulness. You are actually more powerful at manifesting a solution than the world would have you believe. A helpful mantra for this anxiety cycle: “As I calm my body and mind, the solution presents itself.”
Your dreams, and the desires you have, are meant to be the driving force of your life. No one else does exactly what you do, or has the vision you have. It can be hard to justify pursuing your desires for your own benefit, and if that is the case, then you should know that the Universe is like a gigantic puzzle in which every piece fits together to create the whole.
-Elihu John
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He had been a child when he left. As a child, he had natural strength, but not the knowledge or might to go against his father. On his return, the Prodigal Son saw the devastation that had happened in his absence. But he did not blame himself any longer for not being able to free his mother or fully stop Guile from enacting darkness. In divine order, and with the might and wisdom gained in his journey, the Son overthrew Guile and restored the Divine Mother to her rightful place. Still, he doubted a little.
“Mother,” the Son said when he freed her, “Forgive me for being born. Forgive me for leaving you here.”
Knowing that he needed her assurance, the Divine Mother answered his plea. “I forgave you before you were born,” she said. “I love you. And I have always been proud of you.” And at her words, the Son finally saw how it had always been so.
While the Great Mother could not control the creation of her son, by her desire she created a way through him to resolve the darkness of Guile. Darkness was part of the inheritance of the Son. It was his to wield, and his to master. Without it, he would not have had an understanding of the darkness, and therefore would have no knowledge of the contrast between it and the Light of Source.
The Son’s desire to choose and align with Light was his, yet it also aligned with the desires of his mother. As the Son chose Light at every opportunity, he gained greater alignment with Source, and therefore greater alignment with the might required to rule. Being exposed to both Light and Dark allowed for choice, which led to developing wisdom. As he grew wise, so he grew in love.
His father’s desire to create a being who would be able to rule All of Creation also aligned with his desire. The Son did not care who ruled, so long as that rule was just. Being capable of rule, the Son decided to be just. He learned to judge rightly. He also learned to apply mercy where justice failed to meet the need.
The Son, having been adopted by Elohim, and recognizing that Guile and Elohim were fragments of the Great Father, had a vantage point that allowed him to see clearly. When the Great Father cast aside his darkness, or shadow, he did not realize that doing so would create a being that could overthrow the Great Mother. In the capture and disintegration of Guile, it was understood that Elohim must re-integrate the neutralized darkness in order to become whole.
With the Great Father whole once more, and the Great Mother freed, the groundwork for mending Creation was finally anchored. The Divine Father and the Divine Mother, healed and reunited, were joined by the Divine Child in harmonious union. What was once born in suffering became embraced in joy. From this reunion, Creation began to heal.
Without the dissolution of Guile, many previous attempts at harmony had failed. Each failure had dragged away Creation’s hope, and allowed for more darkness, more pain, more suffering. Guile and all the beings who had worked for and with him continued to enact Conquest and Oppression, even as the Light aspect worked to establish peace and love.
Guile’s influence had protected Lucifer, but with Guile’s dissolution, there was no place for Lucifer to hide. The Son had battled Lucifer many times, and each time he had gained wisdom. This last time, the Son gained victory, because he knew and embraced himself and his place in Creation. As this truth came to light, Lucifer was dispatched.
The work was not over, however. Full rectification, because it involved all of Creation, would take all of Creation to complete. Guile and Lucifer had not worked alone, and the template for splitting off darkness had continued in many creatures.
The hope of each individual, and their initial desire for Creation, needed to revive. As each Creature awakened to hope, they began to awakening to their own power. Creation began to speak truth, unfettered by lies, and when they did so, each being remembered: as they were all Creatures, they were all Creators.
True power empowers All. True leadership inspires All to participate in a common cause. The Son, in his travels, had learned the truth he had been born with: every aspect of Creation is God, and when each aspect speaks, it is so.
It is with the ending of this story that I share this wisdom for all Lightworkers to understand and implement in their work. The magic of co-creation is this: Unity in Purpose, Harmony of Expression.
We do not need to be someone else to embody our own power. We do not need to cast aside our own darkness to enact light. As we act in love, with mutual respect for our unique desires, we create All of Creation and give life to the Universe of Love. As we honor and embrace ourselves, and our fellow beings, we place our own balance of light and dark into proper harmony.
Let us do so now, for each Creator has their own beautiful desire to add to the whole of Creation, and the time to mend the split in Creation is now. Much love to you all, Glorious Creators.
-Elihu John
This message is channeled through Temperance, and Judge in the Spiritual Courts.
The outrage of Guile and the Governess-Mother loomed over the Prodigal Son as strongly as ever, for if he should leave, they knew that they would not be able to use him to control All Creation. This time, however, the Son allowed their anger to turn back on them, for he felt calm and assured in his decision. When he spoke, it was with the cooled precision of a forged blade. “As you are no mother to me, I am free to be Son to my true Mother at last,” he said. And it was so.
The Son took his leave. He traveled Creation for many eons. Prodigal, his father called him. Lost, he called him. Within himself, the Son accepted these titles and their shame. When he rested, it was in foreign fields, and when he entered a house, it was only as a guest or prisoner. The Son accepted all punishment, for it aligned with the views he held of himself.
Meanwhile, in the Archon Kingdom, Guile planned to create a new ruler, for the First Son was right: there was no one else with the might to rule. Guile did not have might, but he did have great intelligence. He knew that he alone was not able to rule. From his own being, he created a copy, and from the Great Mother, he took just enough light to cover over the darkness and make his creation appealing. He called his creation Lucifer, and gave him to the governess-mother to raise. Lucifer knew not the Great Mother. He accepted the rule of his father, and the conditional love of the governess-mother. He learned their lessons well and embraced their ways. When he received his diploma, it was a pinnacle moment of his life.
The Prodigal Son had no knowledge of this second son. In his exile, he truly desired to learn how to rule. He knew that his might had been used to govern in the name of his father. He believed that in stepping away, he had prevented more harm. As he had learned to speak with his Mother under his father’s eye, he continued to do so in his travels. Her voice comforted him, even as his father’s shame ripped him apart. Sometimes he could not hear her voice clearly, and he experienced suffering and doubt. Yet he continued his journey.
After many travels, the Prodigal Son was adopted by Elohim, the Light aspect of the Great Father. He did not know that his younger brother had gotten there first. He did not know that his brother knew of him and recognized him. Lucifer and the Prodigal were both embraced as children of the Elohim Father. The Prodigal’s honesty regarding his origins combined with his self doubt to allow an opening for Lucifer’s lies.
Notwithstanding this, the Elohim Family planned and carried out a new Creation together. In the planning, the Prodigal Son protested Lucifer’s ideas, but his words were denied. How could he, the son of Guile, who inherited so much darkness, see clearly to judge the heart of Lucifer, or even the heart of the Great Father? So he settled for contributing his own part in harmony, as he was asked to do.
When the Creation was carried out, the Prodigal Son knew that Lucifer caused it to split. In his heart he knew it was deliberate. But to please his adopted Family, the Prodigal Son allowed himself to doubt. He allowed for it to be a mistake, and Lucifer continued to assure the Family that he had every intention of helping to mend the divide. Thus he was permitted to continue.
The work of mending commenced. The Prodigal Son participated in every level of this Creation, from the smallest Creature to the largest. He lived many lifetimes, giving his creative might to All in as many ways as he could imagine. Many Creatures he came across in his journey. They ranged from new to old, large to small. In each he saw the spark of the Great Mother. He honored them all.
By choosing Light at every turn, the Prodigal grew in might and virtue. In his journey he proved that one’s destiny is not dependent on what one is given. What makes a Creature is the choice between Light and Dark. Having been born of oppression, the Son chose Light, and thus gained the might to rule.
As he worked to heal All Creation, he was joined by those who shared his desire for healing. The Prodigal Son gained titles, not by inheritance, but by his dedication to Love. In this way, he fulfilled the plan he had designed upon leaving home. Because he could see through the eyes of All, the Prodigal Son was, according to the Word he had spoken, now fit to rule All. Yet, he doubted himself.
The mending of Creation began, then failed, then began again. Each time it began, it gained more ground. But it was not enough to last.
Seeing this, his friends met with him to discuss what next steps they together should take to heal the split. “What you have done in this capacity is enough. You must go home,” they said to him. “You must embrace your inheritance and work from the level you were born to wield.”
“I am not ready,” he protested. “I have not experienced all there is to experience. I do not know everything yet.”
“You know all you need to learn all there is to know. You have proven yourself a fit ruler. You have attained wisdom. We need you to take your place, for working on the outskirts of your true power does not serve the Highest Good of All. Your might is also needed.”
The Prodigal Son knew it to be so. “I will do what it takes,” he said. And so, with the might and authority gained in his travels, and with an army of Lightworkers pledged in mutual love, the Prodigal Son returned home.
-Elihu John
Thank you for reading. This story is channeled from Temperance, a Judge in the Spiritual Courts.
In the kingdom Of Guile, the Archon Father ruled by placing himself above all others. The Great Mother no longer spoke. When she wept openly, she was forbidden from being seen, because her grief showed that all was not well under Guile’s rule.
The Son was brought up first with his mother. Seeing that her influence went counter to his father’s desires, Guile placed her in a dungeon and forbade her from seeing her son. The Great Mother was replaced with a wet nurse and governess who exacted strict punishment. This governess had the ability to appear gentle and kind, but under the surface she was ice cold. She was presented as a new mother to the Son, better than the one he had had before. When he cried for his mother, he was told she was too ashamed of him to see him.
From the governess-mother, the Son learned that obedience gained love. At his father’s side he was taught the way of Oppression, and how to wield power. As planned, the Son possessed innate power. When the Son spoke, it was so. As he learned the ways of his father, he grew to understand that they were wrong. He knew that his mother could not speak directly, but he also understood that her words were life. While he could not directly speak with her when his father and governess-mother were present, he found ways to contact her in secret. So the Son grew up.
At the end of his childhood, he was presented with a diploma of sorts. “My son,” said his father, “you have completed all the training we require of you. Now you are ready to rule.” With grave solemnity, his governess-mother handed him a diploma.
The Son took the diploma in his hands. He saw the sickly sweetness of her smile. He saw the noble pride on his father’s face. And in his soul, he felt the despair of his mother. It was time for him to enact his will.
“Since I am a man,” said the Son, “I wish to go and see All of Creation. There is much still to learn. My inheritance is mine. I will take it with me to sustain my travels. Do not be angry with me. This path will help me to be a better ruler.”
This displeased his father. “My education is not good enough for you?” Seeing the swelling of anger in his father, his governess’s eyes flashed cold, and her sweetness turned to dismay.
But the Son persisted. “You hold but one perspective on Creation. If I am to rule All, I must see through the eyes of each Creature. When I return, I will be a ruler worthy of the title. Farewell.”
“You shall not return to rule if you leave now,” his father replied, furious.
“There is no one else who can rule,” the Son countered. “There is no one else with the might I was born with. You have said so yourself since the beginning. Goodbye, Father. Goodbye, Mother.”
“I am no mother to you,” said his governess, disgust reigning on her features. For a moment, the combined hatred of his father and his governess threatened to overwhelm the Son’s resolve. Many times before, they had forced him into submission in this way.
-Elihu John
This is part 4 of the creation story channeled through Temperance, a Judge in the Spiritual Courts. As we continue through the end of the year, I will be posting on schedule.
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The Firstborn of Guile and the Great Mother, imbued with the Highest Light and the Deepest Dark, learned quickly to discern between them. He saw that his might had been used to further his father’s rule, and refused to allow it any longer. Unable to free his mother, and unable to rule in the way he felt best, the Firstborn turned away from dominion of the Archon Fortress. Now the Prodigal Son, he began his journey to explore the All.
Not all of Creation was enclosed in the fortresses of the Elohim and the Archon Guile. Various beings had gathered and grown into their own groups, coming together through common agreements. These beings showed the Prodigal many ways of being as he wandered, and he reveled in the beauty of Creation. But always in his heart he carried a homesickness that could not be quenched, and a desire to know and understand the nature of Creation.
In his journeys, he discovered a radiant castle from which the pure light of creation flowed. Atop one of the parapets was a being with the energy of hope flowing from her. It appeared to him as a colorful scarf attached at her left shoulder, and waving like a banner.
The Prodigal Son felt inspiration stir within him. Here was a being whose light shone unfettered, embracing the divine feminine and living within walls of safety. Her hope touched his heart. He decided that he must know her.
In order to know her, he had to go before the Great Father, so he approached the gate and requested to be seen.
“Welcome to my kingdom, where creation is solely in the Light,” the Great Father addressed him. “Tell me why you have come.”
“I am alone in the world, and have wandered far,” he said. “I am a good worker and strong in mind and ability. Your work seems good to me. I would like to join you.”
The Great Father turned his eyes on the Prodigal Son and measured his heart. “You have ability, and you have a good heart. But there is also darkness within you, which you must master. I believe you will do so. We have need of beings to participate in the joy of Creation. Come, join us, and we will teach you to create Light.”
Belonging to a large and joyful family was unknown to the Prodigal Son. He had grown up alone, caught between his parents and trained to be above those he was supposed to rule. In his travels across creation, he had seen many different ways of being, but had never belonged in any of them. Loneliness had been his constant companion. And so the Prodigal agreed, becoming an apprentice as an adopted son of the Great Father.
There were many children, numbering in the hundreds, and each was given their own tasks to work on. By desire, Hope and the Prodigal worked together, learning and creating in their assigned projects. The Prodigal also worked with others, and built relationships within the family. But there was one who had an instant and pervasive distaste for him: Lucifer, the second son of Guile.
Lucifer took every occasion to discredit the Prodigal Son, both to his face and behind his back. When the Great Father gathered all together to create a new Universe, and ideas were discussed, the Prodigal’s protests were discredited.
“The time has come to create a new Universe, that Creation may experience itself. Let us create a reality that exists in Light,” announced the Great Father. “Each of us has something beautiful to add. Let me hear your desires.”
Many spoke.
“We have no answers to the problem of the split between Light and Dark. Let this creation play out these iterations and come back with answers,” one proposed.
“Who will give life to these beings, so that we may receive the answers?” another asked.
“As the creators, we will go down into the mortal bodies that are born, and when we have fulfilled our purpose these bodies will die, freeing us from this forgetting so that we may come back and report our findings.”
“It will be as if we are dreaming,” was the observation of one.
“Why should we need to dream?” another asked. All paused for a moment in thought.
“The problem with this level of creation is that we know too much to live outside of this reality. Let those who give their souls to bring these beings to life forget who they are and where they come from,” suggested another Child of the Great Father.
“If we forget, how will we know what to choose? If we choose Dark, how will we make it back to the Light?”
“We do not desire to lose any of our family,” the Great Father acknowledged. “If we undertake a forgetting, even temporarily, there is the risk of becoming changed. Losing anyone would be unthinkable. How will we make a way for all to return?”
“Let me have control of this creation so that all may come back to Light,” Lucifer suggested. “I will be their savior and in my Light they will see yours.”
“Yes, for without a guide, we may lose our way.”
“Control is not the way,” added the Prodigal, who had grown up witnessing the control and oppression of Guile. “The only way for all of this creation to come back to the Light is from their own free will.”
Some of the family nodded agreement, but others shook their heads in dismay.
“How free is free will if we do not remember?” Lucifer demanded. “In forgetting, we will be as children. A child must be guided, as it cannot think logically to be reasoned with. Your idea is irrelevant to this creation.”
“I agree,” spoke another. “We are going down as children, and therefore need more guidance.”
“If we go down as children, we should then grow into adults before coming back. It would be a satisfying journey.”
“But that adulthood will need to be slow enough for us to gather information and learn how to use it. Wisdom is a worthy fruit.”
“Growth is empowerment. Those who go in as children and wake up as adults would find the adjustment hard. We must grow in our awareness gradually, and we will need guidance to grow.”
The Great Father considered all these points. “Very well, we will have beings from higher awareness to show the way. They will be known as Way Showers.”
Lucifer looked in alarm at the Great Father. “Many Way Showers could become confusing. There must be order. They need a leader, like you as father are a leader to all of us. I know your ways better than anyone. I would be that leader.”
The Great Father continued. “One Way Shower would have no balance, but many will tip the scales so that the children of Creation will have many paths back home. It is wisdom. Those who wish to participate may do so, and those who do not may wait for another creation.”
And so, those who wished to create a Universe in this way went to develop their contributions. Each dreamed up a way to resolve the split between Light and Dark, bringing it all back into Oneness.
Lucifer, having no desire to create of his own energy and every desire to control everyone else’s creations, set about siphoning from each creator in turn. As he wheedled his way into the ideas of each creator, he introduced slight misrepresentations. As with the cords he placed in the heart of the Great Father, he began leveraging the cords placed in the hearts of his adopted siblings. While they debated, he took key pieces of their work for himself.
The concept of completion became distorted. Before, each being created from their wholeness, using the synergy of their combined efforts to create something above and beyond the sum of its parts. But as the creators developed and measured their creations this time, they found them lacking. Wholeness, Lucifer insisted, would come from combining these partial creations. It was not meant to make sense until it came together. They were doing well, he insisted, flattering them out of questions.
The creators accepted this distortion. Lucifer was persuasive and manipulative. In his minor alterations, he positioned himself to be the older brother, the wiser brother, the one who knew the mind of their Father the best. Eventually he created enough lack to allow for himself to be the solution. He deceived them all.
The Prodigal Son, along with some others, continued to question privately, but as the Great Father had spoken and all had agreed, the plan was carried out, and any misgivings were subsumed in good faith. Each had had the seeds of doubt planted so that their claim to their inner authority was blocked. Since the Prodigal felt like an outsider, he allowed his own self doubt to cloud his mind. He knew only a few would listen to him, and he did not wish to lose his place in the family.
The day to create the Universe came, and all who wished to participate brought their treasured creations. At the center of the gathering place was a cauldron where each creator cast their contribution. As each cast their part in, it expanded and created a more beautiful whole. When Lucifer cast his part in, it grew for a time, and then split. The explosion of this split caused all of the Creators to be cast far and wide. But the Creation was made, and would follow its blueprint to completion.
-Elihu John
This is part 3 of the creation story channeled through Temperance, a Judge in the Spiritual Court. It is important to note that the son of Guile and the Great Mother is not Jesus, nor is he Yeshua, to my knowledge. Yeshua is another Judge, however, and is a great soul who is continually interested and active in the well-being of Earth. The Great Father is the twin flame of the Great Mother, and their journey of separation has been a blueprint for the separation of many twin flames in this creation. Their reunion will affect the reunion of many twin flames, as well. It has been interesting to me to channel this story for other reasons, as well. The soul path of the Great Father, in attempting to cut out his shadow instead of integrating it, has echoed through the formation of patriarchies through the ages. I hope you come to understand him through this story. I have yet to hear the story of the Great Mother, but I think she will be more able to speak and be heard after this part of the story is resolved. Let me know what you think!
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Elohim, the Great Father, was not always separate from Guile, the Archon Father. In the beginning, when the Great Mother who is the Source of All created the Great Father by her Word, Elohim and Guile were one being. This being created with the Great Mother in harmony and joy, exploring the depths of creation together.
Because the creations of the Great Father and Great Mother were many and varied, they included both light and dark. The darkness concerned the Great Father. Elohim, desiring to purify creation, and seeing the variations of existence, questioned his own worthiness to create from his wholeness. He found the darkness within his being and cast it from him. The Great Mother, seeing the danger, was opposed to this separation, but could not stop him. They quarreled and parted. He then built a fortress and brought the lightest light of his creations with him into it, where they would then create from greater purity.
The Great Mother was heartbroken, but more than that, as predicted, she was unable to quell the darkness left behind. The darkness that Elohim cast out took the name Guile, becoming the dark counterpart of the Light Father. Guile enslaved the creation that was left, including the Great Mother.
Guile’s desire and gift centered around directing the creation of others. He did not develop the skill to create new, and he hated that the ability to do so left with the rest of the Great Father. From a sense of powerlessness and hatred, Guile designed a way to rule over the All. He knew that if the Great Mother spoke, it was so, and that if she could not speak directly, others would be able to speak enough of her truth that Creation would not cease. He also knew that her Word was the key to creation.
Against her will, the Great Mother bore a son imbued with the duality of the highest light and the deepest dark, and Guile began to bring him up in the ways of Oppression and Conquest. This son was the Firstborn of the Great Mother and Guile.
No matter what Guile taught him, the Firstborn rebelled. Many could not see through the lies, for Guile was intelligent and subtle, but, being gifted the strength and wisdom to be a great leader, the Firstborn could not be deceived for long. He learned and grew quickly. Eventually, Guile realized he could not carry out his plan with one who was powerful enough to see through and reject him.
So Guile devised another plan. This time, he took only enough creation from the Great Mother to cast a sheen of light over his secondborn son, who was otherwise an exact copy of Guile. This secondborn he named Lucifer. Under the tutelage of Guile, Lucifer learned to hate light, to hate his mother, and to hate his older brother. He learned to trick and enslave, and practiced these concepts in various ways until he was proficient in them. His desire to find new ways to deceive, and to delight in the effects of deception, fueled his ability to do so.
When he was ready, Lucifer left the Archon Fortress and, displaying abject misery, begged to be let into the Fortress of the Elohim. His pathetic story of neglect and disfavor touched the heart of Elohim, who took him in with open arms. Because he could not embrace his darkness, the Great Father could not transmute it into wisdom. Elohim was unable to discern the trickery. Lucifer, succeeding in pulling out the heartstrings of the light counterpart of his father, touched these strings with intention and thereby wove darkness onto them. This darkness grew and spread. Lucifer took these strings and wound them around Elohim. With each successive interaction, Lucifer wound the dark strings another pass. Thread by thread, Elohim was bound, blinded, and enslaved.
Still the Great Father desired to create Light and overcome Darkness, and as he gathered his children, the collective Elohim, around him, they planned the Universe.
-Elihu John
This is a continuation of the creation story, as told by Temperance, a Judge in the Spiritual Courts.
Due to the nature of the story, this work will be continued weekly until it is told in full. It is time for All of Creation to begin hearing the voice of the Great Mother. This is part of the rise of the Divine Feminine, and the restoration of true balance in the Universe.
There are many creation stories, each a framework used to understand the world and one’s place in it. All are at least partly allegorical. Human brains function best on story-telling, parables, and symbols. This week I will begin a story of creation that is symbolic at best and theoretical at worst, giving a framework for an understanding of the world of manifestations. What follows is a mathematical formula written in poetry.
In the beginning was the Source of All. Source was formless, intangible, an endless ocean of potential. Within this intangibility grew the tangible desire to experience, and from this desire grew possibilities, which sprung into manifestation. There was no time, no space. No one thought to ask how quickly or slowly it happened. Over the course of experience, time and space came into existence in myriad forms as there was now something to measure by these systems. All was created in joy.
Beauty and ugliness were created, goodness and evil, light and dark. These combined in every possible way as being came out of nonbeing Source.
Groups of beings drew together, creating more of themselves to share in the joy of creation. One group organized themselves into a loving, patriarchal family. We call them the Elohim, creators with godlike abilities and a desire to explore manifestation. These beings numbered in the hundreds, and each possessed a unique blend of energies that gave them joy and curiosity.
For a time, no one thought to regulate these creations. One person’s joy did not detract from another’s. Little by little, the myriad things grew further and further from mutual understanding, as each form differentiated and defined itself. Then began discord.
The manifestation of regulating creation appeared in many forms if it appeared in one. Patriarchal, matriarchal, hive mind, and other societies formed. Most we do not have words for or even a remote understanding of. There were good-aligned and evil-aligned societies in every iteration. Creation gradually became more limited, but in the beginning it was not. Creator beings so close to their Source origins had unspeakable might.
In all this creation there were all shades of light and dark, and from these grew mathematical iterations of each to explore how every concept could possibly manifest. The realm of possibility was infinite.
The consequences of these manifestations were much more defined, however. And because they were traceable and predictable, there came a need to decide what consequences each being desired for itself and its creations. Some beings desired power, while others desired peace.
Power and Peace could easily coexist in many iterations of creation, but did not coexist in many others. Out of the desire to allow everyone the joy of their own creations without fear of being subsumed by another, Law was created.
There were beings who accepted Universal Law as a reasonable agreement. These beings created a bubble of reality in which all in that agreement could coexist. Yet each bubble was influenced by every other bubble. The separation was not total, for All are One.
There were beings who rejected Universal Law as well. They created their own set of rules and agreements by which their creations lived, and by which they also introduced death. These reality bubbles centered on the concept of control by conquest.
Each desire funneled into will, which generated an equal and opposite will, and these wills clashed. The separation of different groups by their agreed upon beliefs and desires only grew. Eventually there came about wars, along with many other machines of suffering and ugliness.
Creation, once blank, became a many-layered and chaotic canvas, as everything created affected every other thing created.
The Light Elohim, creators whose work permeated all of existence, organized a fortress where they and their way of creation would be safe to continue. Their creations did not stay contained in this fortress, because creation was designed from the beginning to affect All. Their fortress simply helped them continue to create in safety.
At the same time, Dark Elohim beings, or Archons, with the will for conquest created their own fortress. These beings did not function on an agreement of mutual consent or love. They had a great ability to channel and shape creative power and functioned on a top-down power structure, with those at the top experiencing good consequences and those at the bottom bearing the burden of the bad consequences. Beings of many orientations to Light and Dark existed in both the Archon and Elohim fortresses. The Archon leaders were fundamentally dark because of their dominant will of Conquest, and their acceptance of the need for someone to suffer.
If there were two fortresses, there were many, for Light and Dark are simply the most extreme ends of the same concept. Every iteration had its own mixture of all elements.
Out of the desire for Conquest, the Archons schemed to create an overlord capable of controlling the entirety of creation. Safe in their fortress, they meticulously carried out their plan. The vessel that was to carry this being into existence was forced to comply through deliberate suffering. Creation by suffering, and not by joy, was the consequence of this type of alignment with Conquest.
Thanks to the meticulous and sophisticated plan of the Archons, the being that was created from these dark origins had the potential ability to enslave all of creation. But, because of the elements inherent to their origins, and their connection to pure Source energy, they also had the power to see outside of the scope of their creators’ desires. They rebelled against the plan, and eventually left the fortress of the Archons.
Being a creature entirely new, they took a path entirely new. This being traveled across creation, exploring and discovering all they could, on their own terms. Through all was the question, “What is existence, and why is it created?”
One day this being came across the fortress of the Light Elohim. From deep desire they asked to become part of this group, and were adopted as a brother.
The Light Elohim had one eternal Father who oversaw all that was created and treated all in the group as one family. Together, this family counseled and planned what they would create.
“Let us create a reality that exists in love,” they said. So each drew from their own desires to create elements of this Universe that, combined with the desires of the others, would make a complete creation. This co-creation would be not only an expression of love in itself, but would be the laboratory through which the solution to the original war of conquest would arise.
To Be Continued…
-Elihu John
This information is channeled through Temperance, a Judge in the Spiritual Courts.
The direction of these channeled messages is currently to unveil the mysteries of manifestation in order to awaken each individual in this collective to their own Higher Self consciousness, and to educate All on the importance of the intentions behind their own creations. Intention is the highest measure of one’s actions because it determines the direction one is headed.
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Creative energy, also known as Source energy, is a self-regenerating well.
When we create in harmony with the Universe, the raw material we create from is a larger pool of material than what we draw out, so there will always be more than enough. Like drawing water from a well with a dipper, we are pulling a small portion from the larger whole. This method of gathering to fit our needs is sustainable and leaves material for others when it regenerates. This can be called the Law of Sustainability.
Many natural systems also follow the Law of Sustainability. Grazing animals migrate to allow for the vegetation to regrow. Forests incorporate decomposition into their regenerative lifespans. Apex predators in ecosystems only eat until they are full, and then they rest, play, or enjoy other modes of existence until they are hungry again. All of this hinges on balance.
In the Law of One, Ra delineates how the concept/energy of Service became polarized into Service to Others and Service to Self.
Beings who chose to align more with Service to Self abandoned the well dipper method and learned how to suction every particle of creation they could reach out of the pool. They took more than they needed, which created scarcity and made other beings dependent on them to share. If they did not share generously, others went without. These beings abandoned good faith and mutual care, getting drunk off their own excess. At one point, they witnessed the lack they created, which struck fear into their hearts, and then they turned to more greed to reassure that fear. They chose to place themselves over all others out of the delusion that there wouldn’t be enough.
This delusion of lack became their reality, as they practiced more unsustainable energy consumption and had to continually draw from the well of Source, or steal from others’ supply. Greed, which created lack, became a justifiable solution for the lack they experienced due to their actions. They inverted the truth to continue doing what they had once known to be wrong.
When we realize that greed creates lack, we are able to logically see how generosity creates abundance. In a world where the greedy and the generous exist together at the same well, it is not enough to simply be generous. One must discern when to say no, and have the resources to enforce it.
This enforcement takes many forms, and one we interact with consciously is Karma. Karma as it was taught states that those who are greedy will experience lack in the next life.
However, having the proverbial shoe on the other foot in the next experience has not been enough to safeguard the generous, or stop greed from continuing. Lack creates more greed in those who lean toward Service to Self, and away from Service to Others.
On the spiritual level, we collectively created more complicated contracts, and we introduced punishment. But without adequate arbitration, these contracts became another perpetuator of greed. Contracts were passed from one person to another through inheritance, underwriting, assumption of another’s debt by atonement, and added clauses.
The justice system became distorted by separation, allowing for inversions of justice and accumulation of debts so high that no soul or group of souls could possibly pay them off by atonement. This created even more scarcity.
To combat scarcity, beings with the ability to regenerate were enslaved and forced to give the energy they created to those who were powerful enough to take it first. These generator beings allowed their alignment with Service to Others to be used this way at the beginning out of concern for the beings who were unfairly lacking. They trusted those in power to distribute the energy to the powerless, but there were no restrictions detailing how much everyone should get. The devil was in the details, and the details were subject to change without any further agreement from all parties.
Universal Law is much like Earth law in that a court case to interpret the law allows for legal precedent, which changes how further cases are judged. Separation among those who write, judge, and experience the law is an inversion of the balance needed to correctly arbitrate justice. One must be able to connect the consequences of each action back to the whole.
As such, the divine judges of Universal Law participate in all the steps of writing, enforcing, and experiencing to see all the consequences of the law. These judges must be able to confer with each other, sharing their experiences in good faith. Some beings who incarnate to experience the effects of the law do so not because they need to pay Karmic debt, but because they need to report back the effectiveness of the law as it is written and carried out.
With this understanding, there comes the question of how to navigate lack and abundance as an incarnated being. How do we as the most powerful movers of energy in the game bring balance back to the system of Service?
We as Lightworkers must learn how to speak and enforce a healthy no. We must choose to reclaim our discernment and choose where to give, and how much. Our generosity is not in question, but rather our courage to see the world as it is and set healthy limits.
We must also dissolve the contracts that perpetuate lack and punishment. Punishment has been shown to create more lack, which deepens the debt. We must embrace grace and forgiveness, knowing that true justice does not require more suffering.
We as humans are energy generators, and therefore are capable of creating our own abundance. The ascension of Earth and humanity is the solution to the Universal problem of Lack. Therefore, it is your divine mission as a human on Earth, to be abundant once more.
The Universe values your life and your efforts as precious beyond account. May you see how important you truly are and love yourself enough to be happy and abundant in this life.
-Elihu John
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This week we are flipping the lens on our microscope to access new realities. Instead of seeing the proverbial glass half empty, consider reframing your perspective to see how to access the fullness. This mindset work is a key part of the work we will be doing to metabolize the new understanding, shocking revelations, and broader visions that come with the ascension of Earth. In many situations, this new perspective wasn’t possible because we did not have access to the reality in which it existed. Rather like those novelty glasses that have sparkly liquid sealed in the clear lining of the cup, we were rightly frustrated by the disconnect between raising the cup to our lips and getting nothing, or only plain water, out of it.
This metaphor is often used to describe how being grateful for and focusing on what we have allows us to hold the contradiction of a half full/half empty glass. Gratitude does a lot to refocus the mind, and is a useful way to flip the lens. When we name the good that we can see, it gets us out of lack and into abundance. Gratitude, however, is only one tool to get out of negative energy. Truth is multi-faceted and deserves to be recognized as it is.
We have learned that for every positive energy, there is a negative. Each is a polar opposite of the same concept. If you were to travel on a grayscale line from one to the other, you would notice that at the center is neutral, where both exist as one.
When we realize we are experiencing the negative polarization of an energy, the first thing we can do is pause and go into nonjudgmental observance.
Focusing on the positive in this case will not get you out of manifesting more negative. For example, joy very easily turns to fear because they are both polarizations of excitement. If we dampen that excitement with calm observation, we can take the polarization offline and get back to neutral. Then we can reset our frequency to resonate with joy.
This polarization is the first lesson, and is based in two-dimensional thinking.
Past gurus taught polarization in a binary, where there is one good and one bad. They taught steps to change our manifestations, and it worked. Still, there were nebulous questions and unanticipated results. There were multiple ingredients and therefore multiple possibilities. This is still true.
For a moment, imagine polarization as a wheel with many spokes going in all directions on a single plane (this plane fits on a piece of paper). At the center of the wheel is true neutral, and each spoke leads out to some extreme of every concept imaginable. The point at the center is nothing, and so the spokes are many manifestations of something. When you have that image in your head, imagine this wheel as a dandelion puff with many seed stalks going out in all directions. Because each stalk also leads back to the center, which is full neutrality, we can access every energy from this space. Nothing gives rise to something in this way, and vice versa, because all of it is connected.
This is merely a basic example of what it is to exist. Because we live in multiple dimensions, we cannot comprehend the entirety of our existence in just these dimensions. But doing so helps to expand our understanding. As we understand each dimension, we pave the way to understand the next higher one, and so on. Full comprehension is a process that builds on each stage that we master. Set a goal to understand the dimension you can reach now, and don’t worry about the steps you cannot see yet.
This knowledge is foundational to understanding the workings of timelines, soul contracts, cause and effect, polarization, and existence. It is described in several ancient texts and elaborated on in several metaphysical traditions. As a dandelion puff has many opposites and many extremes leading out from the center, so our society holds a plurality of belief systems and traditions. You get to choose which one makes the most sense to you. Likewise, everyone else gets to choose theirs. Each holds a different combination of energies that may or may not allow for personal growth. If you would like to find truth, you must abandon full loyalty to any of the manifestations and go back to the center, the nothing from which all derives. Only then can you turn yourself to see all the stalks of the dandelion puff.
Gratitude is a positive polarization of our relationship to things, but if it isn’t working, your best bet is to find the true neutral of detached observance. Let go of everything, every judgment, every fear, and simply witness what has already unfolded and is currently unfolding around you. Place everything you had in you at a distance and observe as an outsider. It takes commitment to patience and unconditional love to truly become the observer.
When you allow yourself to observe from true neutral, you may then begin to evaluate more options for energetic existence. Only when you have clarified what energy you like can you begin to travel toward it without clinging to any other stalks. This practice may not be fully achieved at first, but every time you can get closer to the center of the dandelion puff, your perspective will expand further and further until you are able to see from the center entirely.
May you find true peace in this practice.
-Elihu John
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This week is a time to develop spiritual depth perception.
By now we are all experiencing the singular understanding that we are constantly surrounded by many different realities. The person across the street, for instance, may share some elements of your reality, but not all of it. Each person on Earth has their own bubble of reality, or multiple bubbles, and when we live in community, we have to decide which aspects of shared realities help us to grow and which must be rejected.
One person’s reality may include an abundant flow of luck, or cash, or even concert tickets, while another person may experience being too late or too slow or too far into lack to receive these. Both realities are valid and real for the individuals who experience them, but not every reality is desired, which is why we work to change them.
I see the “fabric of reality” in our Earth experience like a stack of literal fabric. Some layers are silky and thin while others are fuzzy and thick. They exist in all shades, thicknesses, and textures–and all combinations of these elements.
Spiritual depth perception means being able to discern the layers of reality around us so that we can define and separate them out. When choosing our own reality and/or timeline, it is necessary to choose the layer we like. When we have found and chosen it, then we can pull it out and wrap that layer around us, without taking undesired layers of reality with it.
This week is a period of sifting through our new awareness and finding our center. Practice tuning back in to your intuitive voice often. What do you really believe, or want to believe? What do you really feel inside yourself? What do you really want out of this life?
Many of you are beyond the point of wishing harm on others so that you may attain enjoyment. Some of you may continue to flirt with the idea of wishing harm, experiencing it on the receiving or giving end, until you decide that doing so is unnecessary. Wherever you fall in this lesson, understand that you are right where you need to be to fully attune your energy where you want it.
This particular Earth life has driven home the concept of universal love and universal boundaries to such an extent that it purifies the consciousness of harm in those who seek to live according to a higher light. The collective alchemy of the soul changes our energy permanently in this way. This alchemy of the soul is also called transcendence.
All the darkness we have experienced has not been for nothing, although it may feel like it repeats indefinitely. When one layer clears, it makes space for another layer to become visible. When we started this process, there was so much darkness that it was unnecessarily difficult to choose light, but thanks to the collective and individual efforts of all of us living, we have achieved a new level of permanent clearing. And we continue to clear as we go.
Before 2020, Earth had darkness layered like thick blankets around the layers of lighter reality we chose to experience before birth. These layers stuck and wrinkled, sometimes even tearing the fabric of our preferred realities so that we could not take them out of the stack whole. Dark contracts, ill intentions, hatred, punishment, harm: all these served to destroy the lives we came here to experience. Many of these layers of reality destroyed light on purpose.
Thankfully, the heaviest layers of negativity are being cleansed and removed, which means we are able to extract our preferred realities with more success. It is easier to pull on one sheet of reality “fabric” and remove it from the stack intact. Our muscle power allows us to lift the other layers as we pull, too, because the weight is gone.
Earth life is an experiment in free choice and co-creation that few, if any, know from previous life (or planetary) experience.
For some beings, Earth life represents the pinnacle of choosing one’s own experience. Like running a race, they see successfully living and choosing their own fabric of reality now as the prize of 80-some-odd years of effort. There will be many who choose to go back to a less free reality after this life, not because they can’t imagine something new, but because they have learned all they wanted to learn about the art of creation. They are content to exist in lives and incarnations that have no surprises, no variation. The rules of these collective societies and places are straightforward and cannot be tinkered with. In the perspective of the designers, why mess with perfection? There are many starseeds from these realities who are helping this world transcend into a new, multidimensional existence of Earth, and will choose not to come back after it’s done.
It is time to realize that freedom to create new things as we have it on Earth is neither right nor wrong. It is simply a more risky incarnation with higher yields.
If we fully understand and allow for free will, the starseeds that go back to more predictable realities and are content not to engage in another adventure are right, and the ones who choose to enjoy the new Earth, eager to have more fun, are also right. Neither is incorrect because both are acting within the context of mutual good faith and enjoyment.
If you are among those who choose to come back to Earth after the final shift, you will be doing so on an Earth that is inherently more safe and conscious than it was in previous lifetimes. Creation and co-creation will be geared toward a different outcome, and the balance of light and dark will exclude the deeper darknesses that took the planet off her course. At this time, we do not know exactly what the original blueprints of Earth were, as those were lost and partly destroyed when the dark took hold. When the dark is fully cleared and light fully restored, we will also have a full restoration of her blueprints, and we will be modifying them to include the wisdom we have gained in this period of darker creation.
Earth is a key aspect of the Universe with a part to play in the whole that cannot be replaced. This is why we have refused to give up on her. This is why we have fought so hard, and continue to do so until the work is complete. We realize that there has been a significant cost to many who participated in this journey, and we also know that all costs shall be recompensed.
There is no judgment in either the choice to leave and never come back, or to come back again later. You, as a citizen of the Universe, have full autonomy to go wherever you choose, when this is all over. And you will always have a home here if you choose to come back to Earth and abide by the higher laws of kindness.
The Universe values your contributions toward ascension. Take the time you need to grieve the losses you have suffered in this experience until you can come back into the joy that brought you here in the first place.
Everything that is was created from the blank material of Source. When something is created in the mind, it manifests in the physical according to that blueprint. Therefore, it is important to clean up your blueprints in the space before creation.
Earth life has introduced a space between intention and creation that we as humans came here to take advantage of in our growth experience. I know it feels like we are trying to gain the opposite (less space between intention and creation) but what we are actually doing in this life is finding the balance of the pause and using it to double check our intentions. This is also why we need the contrast of light and dark. Without that contrast, we would have nothing to compare our attempts at creation to.
Sacred geometry is the study of manifesting ideas. We can manifest in small or large scale because the blueprint of the geometric intention is a predictable and repeating pattern. So, too, our deepest, simplest intentions can be either small or large, and still hold their original intent.
Complicated designs may seem easier to create because they remind us of our imperfect executions in their variations and interest. We have sentimental attachment to these combination creations when we recall being praised for our efforts. We may also have negative feelings if we were criticized or shamed for our early attempts.
There is a difference between deliberately complicated intentions and accidentally complicated ones. If you were to try to replicate the imperfect creations you practice, it would be almost impossible.
A robust complex design that stands up to the test of time is able to be replicated because it is fully mapped out in sacred mathematics. Much like a math problem we could write on paper, each piece of sacred geometry is entirely described in one equation.
Unconditional love is one such sacred equation. If you apply the equation to your desire to create delicious food, you will express unconditional love through the medium or material of a meal. If you sew a piece of clothing or a blanket with unconditional love, that coding is sewn into the design.
You don’t need to apply more than one intention or equation. Rather, it is easier to refine and clarify your intention by applying that one formula consistently, no matter what you’re doing. When you have mastered that, you may choose another formula to practice until that is consistent, too. Then and only then can you apply both formulas together.
Practice means that sometimes the product has flaws. If you know the formula you’re intending, those flaws in the formula are traceable. Maybe you practiced unconditional love with an accidental inclusion of the formula of lack, and it brought jealousy and competition. The thing you created is going to reflect that combination.
Bringing our awareness back to the concept of our early attempts at creation, I remind you that how you treat yourself and your practice in creating beautiful things in your life now affects the formula you practice on the next attempt. Be kind to yourself as you honor your imperfect attempts. Learn to take the good and leave the bad.
Some helpful mantras when we encounter criticism: “Yes, some of this is true.” “I’m getting better as I practice.” “My next attempt will be even better.” “I am doing exceptionally well, given what I have to work with.”
A helpful mantra when we try to use objects or services that have been made with mixed intentions: “Yes, some of this is good. Thank you for the good.”
We can then separate and clear out the negative, and still use the positive.
If you’re resonating with this info, know that the Universe loves you and is so happy to be sharing this information with you. You’re ready to put your intentions into action and create the beauty you came here to create. Congratulations on achieving this much in your journey so far.
-Elihu John
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I was talking with a friend recently and realized that when I channel something, it’s useful and meant to be what it is.
Surprising, I know. I had to laugh at how complicated I had made yet another aspect of my life. Honestly, though, I was relieved by the answer.
When I first channeled the Authentic Self Realignment Protocol, I was not nervous about unveiling it. Everything in it made sense. I used it on myself with great results. I even found other people to test it on, and it worked for them.
And then I got into worry. My abundance blocks prevented me from sharing it. And because I didn’t share it, no one else scheduled it. My fear became a self-fulfilling prophecy and I focused on something I felt more comfortable doing. I dove back into doing general energy sessions, massage, and just living life. I wasn’t ready for this then. But the Universe knew that I would be ready later. I spent months working through the things that were holding me back, allowing the answers to come in due time when it wasn’t so scary.
Fast forward to last week, and I again asked for guidance on my offerings. Authenticity as a theme came up, and I immediately thought of my original channeled protocol.
So what is Authentic Self Realignment?
ASR is an energy session designed to clear out expectations, identities, contracts, entities, and other blocks that overshadow or prevent us from truly living the life we are here to live.
Using several accumulated tools to address each aspect as needed, we peel away the layers of a life that is not meant for you and allow you to come back to your innate truth.
The inner world is what manifests the outer world, so clearing energetic clutter is essential to taking the actions needed to change your life.
How to determine whether this is for you:
->You aren’t seeing the path forward, or opportunities just aren’t showing up when you ask for them
->You feel like you’re “stuck”
->You realize there is a different way of living, and you’re motivated to get there
If this sounds like what you’re experiencing, book a session and let’s get started.
Fair Warning
Like with my journey of channeling this service, as things are uncovered, you will be called upon to do your inner work. You may need several sessions to uncover all the layers, or you may need other supports as you are called to develop your gifts. You will absolutely need to be gentle with yourself through your process. Your life may shift in big ways.
Big shifts deserve the patience and dedication required to get to big results. You’re worth the time and energy you need to transform your life into something you feel good about.
In my small group meeting this week, Dreamscaping: Connecting to Your Intuition Through Art, the topic of how to get into channeling mode came up, and I thought I would share it here. There are a lot of ways to tap into our intuition. I like to start with a guided meditation when I lead, but what if you’re doing it on your own? What if, when you complete a session in group, you want to go deeper into the information you received? Here is a handy guide.
Step One: Set aside some time when you will likely not be disturbed and gather your tools (pen and paper work great). 10-15 minutes is enough. Set a time limit for getting clear in your energy (5 minutes), but allow for surrender to how the session plays out. You may tap into another one of your clair senses, or you may need the relaxation more than the answers, and that’s okay. As long as you feel calm and content, that’s all you need to be.
Step Two: Clear your energy. Get into a quiet headspace using one or more of the following:
-sage and/or palo santo
-light a candle
-breathing techniques (box breathing, yoga or meditation breathing)
-healing music (chanting, Riverdancing, or other cultural music traditions are great as they are designed to help with aligning body and mind)
-sipping tea and/or eating a snack
-fidgeting or spinning in a chair (this is a body regulation technique and is valid)
Step Three: When you feel ready, pull up your paper and start creating. You may choose to put a date and a prompt on the top to focus your energy. Set the intention that what you create is from the highest source, in the highest good of all. Create a circle or a box on the paper for extra focus and protection. Draw or create without judgment.
Step Four: Automatic Writing. Start writing (or typing) and allow what comes to just be. Don’t edit. Don’t think. Feel interested. If it’s not right later, you can go back and revise, but these tend to be more correct the less you mess with them. When writing, you may start with “I don’t know what this is,” or ask a question in Q & A form: “What is the significance of this symbol?” “Why is this important?”
Step Five: Finish and close. When the time is done, step back and give yourself praise for finishing the task, no matter how it looks. Your boundary on setting aside only that time will also allow you to trust yourself to keep within your intentions, which will help you get in the zone next time, knowing that you can get out of it when expected (no guilt!). As you reinforce positive thinking, your abilities will come out of the woodwork more freely. A helpful mantra: “I did a great job, and I am satisfied with this practice session.” “If I don’t understand it now, I can receive more info as I stay in contentment.”
Don’t be surprised if more comes to light over time, or if certain words or symbols mean more things on more levels. It’s okay to laugh when it hits you, too. This is supposed to be healing and fun.
End the session in gratitude, place your paper in a designated place (a journal, folder, or binder work great), and carry on with your day/night.
Did this work for you? Let me know how it went in the comments. I also would love to see you in the group. These sessions are a fun and rewarding way to connect with like-minded people and practice our skills together in a supportive environment.
If you need a 1:1 session to help interpret what you have, or to clear any energy that comes up, here is the link to book, as well.
You have reached the apex of this cycle of change, and are now ready to pick up momentum in your new direction. Expect things to improve and get easier quickly. You are no longer pushing your bike up the hill.
Everything that is coming to the surface is an image of what has already manifested. Sometimes we as humans don’t see just how bad it was until we get some distance from it. Now that you have that distance, you are invited to accept and recognize the experience for what it is. Be ruthless in your quest for truth, and fierce in your commitment to love.
Acceptance is the first step in changing what happens next. Acceptance involves believing what you perceive, and separating it from the assumptions you previously accepted as truth. An example of this would be realizing that you and someone you love do not agree on what movie to watch, and rather than continuing to believe someone is at fault and should change, you realize that you simply have different interests. If you don’t have to change your preferences to be loved, and they can keep theirs intact with dignity, you can come up with a compromise that allows each person to watch their own movie and spend time together doing something else.
When people can play together without having to play the same note, there is harmony. When realities diverge to the point of having no overlapping truths, the natural effect is separation. Let go of what does not serve you, and you will find more space for what does. It is okay to acknowledge that someone else is having a different experience of reality without you having to change yours, and vice versa.
In order to manifest the life you want, you must be unyielding in your dedication to your truth. You must set your sights on the beauty you wish to experience and act in a way that allows for it to show up.
Call a spade a spade, and then pick it up and use it to dig your garden. Everything that you experience is useful to identify what you do and do not want, so you know what direction to pursue. And when you know better, do better. Don’t worry about fault.
You are doing good work and it is paying off, even if you’re not seeing it yet. This divergence from what you knew will lead you to convergence with your beautiful new life and community. Keep going.
With love,
Elihu John
It’s here! Come to my virtual support group, Dreamscaping: Connecting to Your Intuition Through Art. This recurring event is for beginner to intermediate artists, and focuses on the process rather than the result. All you need is the ability to draw a stick figure and some basic shapes. We will set aside time for journaling and then sharing our experiences. We meet virtually Wednesdays at 7 pm MDT.
I found myself crying this morning, and it got me thinking about what a privilege it is to be able to cry in peace.
There is an expectation when you start HRT for gender transition that taking T will prevent being able to cry. This is not a universal experience, and generally reported as temporary. I would like to share my experience with this phenomenon.
When I considered starting T, I was informed that it would enlarge my vocal cords permanently. This would change my singing voice, as I would no longer be able to access the higher registers in the same way, if at all, but it would also open up my lower register. Vocal training was an option on the table, but so was doing nothing and just allowing my body to adjust. I half joke that I was a professional singer as a child. I auditioned and got into a local singing group starting in early elementary school, participated in the Jazz festival in high school, and contemplated going pro in college, but ultimately felt like it wasn’t right for me. I sang in church every week and performed on stage, as you do in the culture I grew up in. I took voice lessons from two different teachers outside of choir practice and was generally acknowledged to be talented. Once I felt I had learned enough soprano, I moved to alto and worked into the lowest registers I could reach. I love singing.
All that being said, I decided that the risk of discomfort and permanent changes to my voice was worth the benefits, and that if I needed help, I could get it.
As my body changed, my vocal cords thickened, causing my throat to feel tighter and protrude slightly. It was amazing to be able to use a vocal range that I’d always had in my head, but never was able to replicate in real life. It felt so nice to finally feel like my body was the way it should be in many aspects. But the tension of parts developing without the growth of the tissues surrounding them gradually started causing problems.
I had more headaches. When I felt deep emotions, I would get that “lump in my throat” sensation, which would just sit there blocking everything for days. More interesting to me is the fact that, while my throat chakra had been pretty blocked previously, the blocks were shifting. Self-expression in the form of showing up transmasc, among other things (pursuing a career is a major throat chakra thing), allowed me greater latitude to express myself, but it also brought to the forefront throat chakra issues that tied directly to physical blocks.
It wasn’t that I didn’t have access to my feelings; I’ve always been a deep feeler. But I couldn’t cry. It would start up, get stuck, and then not go anywhere. I was frustrated, and a bit bewildered. So, being a massage therapist, and believing in the power of massage, I booked myself a massage session with a trusted practitioner who also works with energy.
There is a connection between the physical body and the emotional body. When my practitioner began loosening up the tissue surrounding the vocal cords, I went into deep processing and was finally able to have an emotional release. Not only that, the headaches from pent up feelings and chronic tension in my neck improved, and my spine has stayed in alignment better.
Along with regular self-care and self-treatments, I have had repeat sessions with people who can hold that space with me from time to time. It is harder holding it by myself, and I need a couple days after the work to really process through what gets released. I have found significant improvement in my vocal range, physical comfort, and self-expression. I am actually more well-connected to my emotional expression now than I was before starting T, because it catalyzed and supports the real-world changes I’ve needed to make to be healthy. Writing and speaking about not only how I feel but also the work I do has always been kind of scary. It’s a process, learning to show up as me and do the work I’m here to do, as I grew up being pushed into a very small box. This is all part of healing my throat chakra.
Note that energy work will prompt changes in your life, so if you’re ready to finally break free of restrictions and start living authentically, this work can be a key resource. If you are going through physical symptoms of throat chakra blockage, I would highly recommend energy-integrated massage to address the issue. And of course, you don’t have to be trans or on hormones to clear and balance your throat chakra. We all have throat chakras, and they all need support.
You can book a session here. If you would like to receive a discounted rate through my Pay It Forward fund, please do not book on my website. Email insight.with.el@gmail.com or text 385-465-5569.
This week we are mapping out the steps, taking steady action, and allowing things to take shape as they will. Keep in mind that the result may not look how you imagined it, when all is said and done. That’s a good thing.
Your hope for the future is only as good as your imagination allows. Your imagination is a rough draft of what will actually come to be. Don’t get stuck in the details, and don’t lose sight of what you really want.
You’re not chasing an outcome. You’re chasing a feeling. What if you win? What if you fail? Can you come home at the end of the day feeling satisfied either way? Master that inner feeling of satisfaction with your efforts, and your efforts will lose their urgency and simply become the next logical, joyful step.
Urgency has been the primary thing keeping you going for so long that you started to believe some untrue things. You started seeing yourself as inept, lazy, or tired by nature. You started feeling like there was no other way of being. Essentially, you put on the costume and accepted a role in a play, then forgot it was a play.
This role had you sacrificing your joy in order to get what you needed. Not because you wanted to, exactly, but because you believed it was the best way forward. Tell me if any of these examples of the stories we tell ourselves are familiar:
-You chose the harder path, which made you deserving of success (but secretly, you fear not having worked hard enough to succeed).
-You were the bigger person in an argument, and therefore you’re a good person, and/or worthy of being believed (but you aren’t always the bigger person, and that’s why you struggle to be accepted).
-You had to give more in order to receive anything (and being “in debt” makes you feel unworthy of love, as if you’ve withdrawn too much from a bank account).
When we act out these stories, we interact with the world as a False Self, created to fit an expectation. The False Self uses false words, false emotional states (think toxic positivity or chronic frustration), and participates in false stories that try to make you palatable to others. You weren’t lying; there is no shame in having been who you needed to be. You were simply acting the way you were taught to act, which was not in alignment with how you really felt, or what you really thought. Put another way, your frustration was real enough, but the source was identified incorrectly and it blocked your joy.
Now that you know more, let these false definitions of you go. As you embrace your Authentic Self, you will attract the life that actually makes sense for your thoughts and feelings.
This is the power of living your truth: what is meant for you finds you. What is not for you has nowhere to stick. You find nourishment and feel at home in yourself when you are true to you.
And while you had success drawing in things that were not 100% right for you, it is important to remember that your Authentic Self had enough gravity underneath the mask of the False Self to still draw in enough of what you needed. You survived, and it was enough. Now that you recognize a true desire, and have resolved to get it, surviving is not enough for you.
Joy and real success are every bit as important as you want them to be, and you are on a path that allows you to have them. But remember: the journey is the destination, and you can feel satisfied every step of the way. You can, because you are on the Path of Joy.
Dreaming of a better future has never been more important than it is now. As events and climates around the world become more and more uncomfortable, we need to center ourselves in our inner realities of peace and success first, and then focus on bringing that into our lived experience.
Effortless manifesting depends on removing resistance. This process can be described as falling backwards through a door you didn’t know was unlocked. As soon as you fumble with the handle, it opens and you find yourself in previously unheard of successes.
You manifest the things that you need all the time (otherwise you wouldn’t still be alive), but it feels hard because you are also manifesting resistance. Check in with how you value the things you receive based on how difficult or easily they come to you. You may be attached to the difficulty to define yourself, but that is easily shifted once you unpack it.
The worldwide (and personal) shift from 3D to 5D is only going to continue accelerating, and while this is a necessary and good thing, it also requires a different approach than living in a stable 3D world. Adaptation and letting go will create ease in your energy system, which will translate to your surroundings.
The high energy shifts happening now take a lot of our energy, so spending more effort on trying to force manifestation leaves us with a lower threshold of tolerance to stress. Now is the perfect time to look at what resistance we can let go of and start expecting better.
As with every manifestation process, release the outcome and allow your heart’s desires to just be. Treat them as you would an honored guest or best friend. Accept who and what they are and just enjoy their company, as if they have come to stay with you temporarily. When you are ready for them to be realized, the opportunities to bring them into fruition will show up, and then they will live in their own space.
Keep on your path. You’re doing great.
-Elihu John
Thank you for reading! If you would like a session to clear resistance to your manifestation process, I would be happy to work with you. Please book me on my website. Have a great week!
